Life--Is--Cruel

(:

2010-11-10T03:39:00.002+08:00

I've got no idea why I suddenly decided to post here again. hahaha.
So many months have passed and I guess things are so different now.

I see things differently... I experience things differently. (:

Well! I'm gonna be sec 4 next year! It's quite fast isn't it. Like I was just sec 1 a few posts ago.

I made new friends this year. And though I've got no idea who i'm closer to and stuff... I'm still appreciative that they're all my friends.

I was looking through my old posts and then I was like 'hey... so I was like this forever?'

Ahahaha. And my hairstyle really does change. ._.
Like the fringe and all that.

Maybe I did become quieter. Hahaha.
AHHH things are so different now.

Syf coming. ._. I'm like gonna be sec 4. Wow. That's like Rachel's age when I was sec 2. Or daniel's age when I was sec 1.

Hmm. I'm just so much more childish. Hahaha. And playful. I really hope they can come back to teach us after their exams or sth. I'm really bad at taking note of all the small details and stuff. Don't even know whether I should in fact play for the ensemble. Like... sigh. It's okay. Must keep working hard. Please work hard kathleen.

Haha. It's like a year since I've posted things. ._.

So weird. The things that were important to me then... they just seem so meaningless now.

Lol. I really wanna change this blog url. But it means alot to me. Like how I was in the past... And the whole story of how I created this blog. (: It's really funny.

-Kathleen (:

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2010-04-29T21:42:00.001+08:00

blooobiba

Read a note..

2010-03-21T14:54:00.002+08:00

My friend wrote a facebook note dedicated to his friend...
talking bout the times they went through etc..
and at the end it says 'Rest in peace'.

You know, they're loads of what ifs in the world. What if I can't play for concert. What if I can't finish my homework on time. What if I can't even watch musical. What if I can't decide between two things. What if I can't attend youth?

Today morning my father told my oldest sister to 'ren for 5 years' of studying and it'll be okay when she comes out as a doctor.

And ya. It's okay if it's she wants to be a doctor la. But I guess, no point doing sth you dont like.

But I guess one thing to take note is to make every second of your life meaningful.

:)))

2010-03-18T23:39:00.000+08:00

YAY class outing just now.

ANYWAYS... band camp was fun yeah! (:

There's alot of things to say but blogging is boring. HHAHAHA! I shall blog when I feel like it. (:

WHEEE!

niaom

2010-02-27T09:51:00.003+08:00

later tutor. REALLY HOPING IT'LL BE FINE. Hahaha. Like sometimes I can't get the ta ya ta a sth along the lines right.

Really love Flutes now. (: It's alot funner i guess.
And I think I should better buckup on my rhythm GAH.

Hehe. I really like 3K. Like.
With the funny sounds coming out from the cubicle.
The default face - a smiley.
The lisaness.
It's so fun oh my gosh.
And then they make me remember that, life is not all about studying and being competitive. For once I felt happy during the process of studying. And really heck when i knew i was gonna fail an easy math test. haha.

Can't go to MELT later. Really sad with the events i'm gonna miss. But it's for the greater good I guess.

And I guess when you hang out with people less, you'll naturally not feel that close to them anymore. haha.

Hehehe. FLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTS. hehehe.

We had shiny new stands. And then the shiny stand was so shiny that I could see my reflection. But I thought it was distracting, so i turned it away. :)

Well i hope the juniors feel accepted in the section. hahaha.
With the names that rhyme. :D

I've made a conclusion.
I can't dance. :(

niaomniaomniaommm

Oh ya some photos...

WHEEEE

2010-02-13T10:29:00.001+08:00

How should I decorate my wall? :D

hmm

2010-02-13T08:51:00.002+08:00

Mingsheng 'Hello. what's your unit number?'
Kath 'uh... 12-63'
Mingsheng 'Hello how to walk to your house'
Kath 'Go straight. then you'll see a lift'
Phone rings again...
Kath 'WHAAAAAT????'
Marcus 'Hello?'

Shouldn't have assume it was mingsheng and shout in the phone. haha.
Monopoly was FUNNNNNNNN! (: (:

Slumdog millionare was nice too.

'WHO KNOWS THE ANSWER FOR THIS QUESTION?'
Shudan - *raises hand* (no one sees) *kneels* hehe.

I'VE GOT VALENTINE'S DAY GIFTS! Love the chocos!

NIAOM!

HU KAI LING

2010-02-05T19:57:00.004+08:00

This whole week has been really quite smooth going for me.
Though my techniques still really bad, I'm sure it'll improve with more sight reading etc.

(: WOOOOO! CAN'T WAIT FOR TMRW! So excited oh my gosh.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIYING!

Gosh. I realised how sweet Isa can be today. So much time and effort.

Woo!!!!

Ahahaha.

2010-01-27T20:30:00.003+08:00

I'm rather stressed out for sec 3. Though I don't take physics, am not in 3A. But yeah, I'm still stressed. Kind of because I work slightly harder la.

Band is.. making me rather sad.

Like I'm not a good player for sure. But I'm not a bad player in junior band la.
How I hope I was the lousiest.
In the past, though Rachel constantly stared at me, shout at me, scolded me, she meant well. And I improved alot in terms of technique la. And she continued to teach me with a softer approach.

Yesterday we had tutor. Flutes.
I felt like a failure.

Sure I knew all my scales except A. But could I play in the first try second try? No. I kept playing E instead of Eb. It was quite okay, considering that I just learnt it.
But didn't miss chan ask us to learn the scales a long time ago? I had such a long time to learn it. Why did I wait for the tutor to ask us to learn all our scales, then get started?
Okay I kind of started a long time ago. But it was always on paper and it was really hard for me to rmb. Haiya. But still, if I took more time to practise. This won't happen.

Yes. Yesterday tutor.
It was a disappointment.
The tutor asked us to play the scales. And halfway through some scales. I realised I was playing alone. And I played like one wrong note for some scales. Like. So the tutor kind of made sure that at least one person could play the whole scale. before he moved on to the next. And then, we played and played till i was dizzy and for A major scale. i just couldnt get it. He stopped us. And went off.

You know when I looked around and saw some people standing there and doing nth. I felt...

I have no idea what feeling this is la. Maybe with siwei and xiaojie gone for obs, I actually experienced being a senior. More of a hopeless senior.

In sec 1 sec 2. The seniors can just block my sound la. Even if I accidentally played Aflat instead of G. I could just go down and play the rest correctly.
I felt really. I felt like I was all alone you know. The truth is, there isn't daniel, rachel, sharlene, xiaohui wanwen. And very soon, there wouldn't be siwei or xiaojie.

I was crying rather badly while I was telling Isa about it.

In sec 1, I was sad cause I wasn't good enough as a sec 1.
In sec 2, I was sad cause I couldn't play as good as the seniors. Technique was horrible.
In sec 3,
I miss the seniors. So what if i can play better than i could play as a sec 2? Siwei's right. I'm just playing like a sec 2 player.

And then after tutor, I went back bandroom.
I was really discouraged.
I guess I forgot that I was no longer with the year 4s and 5s. I was no longer in a place filled with seniors. I was the senior.

I'm quite disappointed in the band.
And even more disappointed with myself.

(:

2010-01-17T01:37:00.000+08:00

So tired. (:

So fun. (:

:)

2010-01-15T00:33:00.002+08:00

Wow my eyebags are really getting worse.
:( :( :(

School has been alot better than I expected. WOOO! hahaha.
Apparently, there's alot of nice people.
Super nice lor. SUPER WHOOPER DUPER NICE LA. oh man.

And I learnt my lesson 'NEVER JUDGE'. Really.
For example, zhiwei is not that innocent. :X
HAHAHA!

And I kinda like how people compliment each other. Complimenting is so much better than insulting hahaa.

And O level results came out. Hope the o level students are fine. :)

I'M A BALLERINAAAAA! WOOOOOO!

:) 2L'09. 3K'10.

I like how things are going. The homework quite alot la. But, the people are really nice.
Hmmmm. I think for a start 3K is super good. hahaha. (HAH! WE HAVE A CLASS BLOG!)
hahaha. I kind of miss 2L though. But like what I said in sec 2, a change might be good for me too. teehee.

BEARR!

2009-12-30T23:17:00.002+08:00

HAHAHA! I named the white bear No name... bear with the christmas hat (from erika and kahleong) small thing. And the big bear im holding. BIG THING! :)

BEST BIRTHDAY EVER!

2009-12-25T22:10:00.005+08:00

BEST BIRTHDAY EVER!

You know... when I was in church today, after service... I was hoping people could go out with me, while I was giving out the christmas cards. Like... I had nothing to do today la. So it was quite sad. Then tianyi told me to go youth room so he could teach me the power chords la. So i was like 'okay'.. since the people will still be there later.

So when I was in the youth room. Kit sing was there! :) Tianyi was teaching me power chords. And I couldn't really get it right... Then zenghui nicholas and... benedict (pearlyn's brother) were there. So ya... THEN JASLYN CAME IN. AND SAID THAT EVERYONE LEFT FOR MOVIE. Wah. WITHOUT ME EH. Well so i was thinking 'okay.. I guess I can meet up with them after learning guitar' Or I could just go out with nicholas zenghui or sth. So ya... tianyi continued to teach me though it was REALLY hard for me to focus with jaslyn coming in and answering phone calls from my mum saying she wants us back home by 3. Wahhh... super sad. super duper sad. But there was this GLIMPSE of hope. That they were still in vivo or sth.

So ya. We got out of the church la. And jaslyn said we had to go home now. Honestly it just made me soooo sian la. But I was thinking 'MAYBE THEY WATCHING MOVIE IN JP!'.. CAN MEET UP WITH THEM. Wah. Prayed so hard that people would be free today. like. Can meet up with me or sth. wahhh.

Then on the bus.. i was looking for chris chang's card. So I was like 'shit. i think i lost it'. cause he told me he wrote for me. So i called him AND HE DIDNT PICK UP. wahhh. i was super.. In my head I was like 'great. he's watching the movie alr'. And i was... wahhh.

Then then then. We went to jp la. And apparently, no one were there. Like... jaslyn didnt go 'OH THEY'RE AT THE MOVIES' or whatever. So honestly it justDESTROYED ME. So ya. I didnt get christmas presents yet la. So I was hoping I could get some for my family. And also stalling time so I dont have to go home to see my dad's friends.. (mum wanted us to go home to entertain dad's friends).

AND THEN RIGHT. JASLYN KEPT KEPT KEPT on rubbing it in. 'It's okay la... it's okay to celebrate with ur family......' And i said 'even if there are fat people'. AHAHAHA! Inside joke. HAHAHAHA!.

So yeah. On the bus back home. i was seriously reluctant to go la. I was like 'i cant believe i didnt even get to go eat lunch with my church friends...'. wah.. that feeling is super... It's like sadness anger... hai.

So ya. AND THEN. IT WAS RAINING WHEN WE REACHED THE BUS STOP. and then... when i wanted to wait for the rain to stop. Jaslyn JUST CROSSED. Wah.. So obviously I had to follow. Since it was the road and all. And something that pissed me super badly was that my cards got wet. like some of them. just the envelope though. WAHHHHHHH.

Then we had to cross another long road. And I just stopped there and went 'Jaslyn dont cross' IT WAS RAINING. But it became better and we crossed la. But it was still super wet. And i was grabbing onto the plastic bag like siao. Like so that my things wouldnt get wet. Hai.

So when we were at the basement. I was... 'im gonna write on facebook that.. this is the worse birthday ever...' But I wouldnt la. of course. Cause... Honestly I was damn sian alr. i didnt even want to entertain whoever guests. I just wanted to go home and just sleep. Then when i was in the lift I was seriously gonna cry when I reached home or sth. This stinks la. it's like.. You cant even go out with your friends on your birthday. Like... wah. And you've got to entertain people. That feeling is... Quite sad la.

So I was at the door. Put my shoes alr. Then Jaslyn passed me the keys and asked me to open. So i was rather annoyed. I was like thinking that she wanted me to open so I could entertain the people first or sth. Damn sian. And I just open. Drenched. Sad. Angry.

And then....

I opened the door. And i heard happy birthday. Then I thought it was like my dad's friends being weirdos or sth. Then... i saw Jessica. And I was.... then I saw alot of colours. Im sure I saw more ppl but she seemed the most obvious at that time. Wah that feeling was. Too overwhelming.
So sad. Angry. wah.
And honestly words cant describe how I feel la. It's just too. Great. Like. wah. I . Wah.
So I couldnt contain my emotions la. And started crying outside. Didnt go in yet. So I went in. And SO MANY PEOPLE FROM YOUTH WERE THERE. I was... wow.

Then someone told me to go to my room la. I was toooooooooooooo crazy dizzy to say 'NO' or anything la. I just blur blur follow. So ya. I opened the door. my rv friends were there. On my bed.. on the floor. In my room.
It was seriously like a dream and all.

Like though it sounds cheesy and all.
My family... My classmates... My friends from school... my church friends.
IT WAS EVERYONE I KNEW FROM MY LIFE. WAH!
It was. It was just a MIX OF ALL. It was a ... wow.

And I was still super dizzy and all. after a long while..

I guess it was quite sian after that. Like ppl didnt have things to do. BUT. SUPER SENIOR SO COOL! hahahahaa.

Ate. Played basketball...

Best.. Birthday.. Ever....

Wah. I still can... wah. That scene.

Thanks all. Wow. Really. thanks.

(I'm really glad I came to know God. I'm glad that people from youth are so sweet. That I got into Rv and met friends like these. I'm glad that I have a great family a great sister and great friends. This is an AWESOME birthday. Thanks... :))

WOOOOOOO! SO EXCITED!

2009-12-13T19:49:00.002+08:00

HEHEHE! After all the counting downn... FORWARD IN FAITH YEAH! Camp is TOMORROW! yes.

:) SOOOOOOOOOEXCITED. :)

Genting was so cold my lips dried up and cracked. And there's BLOOD.
It's quite cool la. But I can't smile. So it's quite annoying.

At KL I was quite disappointed. The things were.... disappointing. HAHAHA! Like. Those shirts are super.... And the pants are super short. REALLY SHORT UNTIL CANNOT SHORT LIAO.

Oh well. Nice experience. The car trip was long.
Im glad to be a singaporean. Like when I reached home and saw my home... I realised it was SO SO SO SO MUCH better than that hotel... EVEN if they have shower caps. :)
OH RIGHT! Me and jaslyn didnt bring toothbrushes. Then my dad's colleague had to go dunno where to buy cause genting's watsons out of stock. :) SO NICE! Yup.

Maybe I should upload photos. But then... it would be after camp...
And after camp, everyone would be so hyped up about the camp. :)
And the photos and the fun and everything. :)
IM SO EXCITED ZOMG.

But Im feeling quite weak and tired now.

GAHAHAHA!

WOOOTSY POO!

2009-12-03T19:01:00.002+08:00

Pizza hut was nice! :) HEHE!

HI GINA! Lol. She was so scared that she destroyed my floor and everything. So now she's worried that her dad/mum not calling her. It's really ironic. hmmmm.

MY DIRTY LITTLE SECRET! (I like that song. especially in rock band.)

WOOOOOO! 11 days left to camp. (Now gina is making fun of my math.... FUNNY)

I LOVE SUSHIS I LOVE SUSHIS. YES I DO! YES I DO! :)

I like sandwiches. Sardines... tunas....

CAMP CAMP!

No money alr. :(

dang

2009-11-29T20:58:00.002+08:00

I feel really guilty.
There was a bug on the sofa... I tried to push it down with newspaper...
It started limping...
I didn't want it to suffer..
So I smacked it hard...
it died.

:(

I have no idea why I'm sad.

Okay bug... I'm gonna name you bug.
Sorry bug.

wow

2009-11-29T15:25:00.002+08:00

Can't believe it. I really dont bathe when I don't go out.
I'm sooo dirty now. :) HEHE.

Oh well. You guys must be glad that I bathe when I go school. I stink like... what's that word. A STINKBOMB now.
I love spot the difference it's really fun.

OKAY! I'm here to promote my camp. FORWARD IN FAITH YEAH! Also knows as FIFY!

Yes! for 4 days 3 nights (away from ur parents) (LOL).
AND.... THE BEST THING IS... IT'S FREE!
And it's located somewhere your parents cant find you (muhahaha).
OKAY WAIT... THE BESTEST THING IS... I'M GOING! Yes. Awesome hor.

Okay the details are here...
It's open to everyone!
Date : 14-17 dec.
Venue : Singapore vision farm (dont worry bout not knowing how to get there. there will be a shuttle bus... and im bringing u guys duh.)
Price : FREE! (And if you sign up SOON you get a free shirt! Isn't it awesome?)

HURRY! GET YOUR CAMP TODAY! hahaha.
COME LA! :)
For more details, call 81127570. if YOU come... it will be the best christmas/birthday present for me!!! YEAHHHH!

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

<3 Kathleen really wants you to come. :)

I loVe this iPhone

2009-11-24T22:49:00.003+08:00

LOVE IPHONES!

:) HEHE!

I should be a good girl

2009-11-23T23:10:00.002+08:00

I should totally be a good girl and do my h/w...
I don't even know what homework there is...

hehe. maybe I'll wait till the last day again... :D

Linqi's done with his. His chinese. Gotta learn from him man.:)

IM SO LAZYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!
Got alot to think of these days. In the middle of a post on the blog. I'm lazy alr. HEHEHE.

I'm REALLLY amazed eh. You know I took out these 3 random flutes that have some keys stuck here and there. I played it... It sounded airy like... AH! Then I said to siwei 'If you can play I bow down to you'. Then he played SUPER NICE. Wow. So it's srsly *it's the player not the instru*. He proved that point right.

Nevermind. ONE DAY AH. ONE DAY! (no idea when). ONE DAY! I'LL PLAY SOOOO NICELYYY I'LL PROVE YOU GUYS WRONG! HAH!
And I dont go 'BEEP!'. GAHHH.

I can't even make a 5.4 k picc sound like one. I'll just stick to my current one. :) Im used to it alr. HEHE.

So cool. Gotta thank Isa for being so worried.
Left my phone on the bus! hehe. Lucky got it back.
I just woke up... Didnt feel any anxiety even when phone was gone.. Strange huh.

Awesomenessman.

my lips hurt again.. must be cause of the FREEZING COLD aircon...

GAHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

:) Im gonna sleep till late late tmrw. :)

TODAY. YESTERDAY WHATEVER. IS AN AWESOME DAY!

2009-11-14T00:14:00.002+08:00

hmm. A few min ago it was friday.

AND IT WAS AWESOME!!!!!

You know like, friday the 13?
But it was pretty AWESOME FOR ME EHHHHH!

Okay okay. Morning was terrible. Cause I slept super late last night. Chalet was super far. Slept at like 2... Woke up at 6.... Crazy.

So reached school. Was dying alr. Then I requested not doing drills. But Siwei said 'go do drills'. So... I listen la. LOL! I was DAMN DAMN DAMN TIRED! AND HE DIDNT LET ME REST.

BUT THEN RIGHT! Cause of the Pt. I felt damn awake. Damn shaung. Air support better.
So ya! THANKS SIWEI!

So ya. Flutes attendance was horrible. But NO ONE IN FLUTES ARE PONNERS! HAH! But they were either sick or overseas la. feel quite bad for them.
So anyway. Sarah Siwei and me came. the SSK! Lol.
Then cause Siwei had tone poem me and sarah went for sectionals.

First part was PWETTIE FUN! hahahaha! Cause cause we played this part together. DUNNO WHY! I thought it was fun. Though it was freaking boring. :) I like sarah.

SO ANYWAY.
Combines was SO FUN!
Ya sure... We can't count that well.
SURE. People were pissed off that weird ppl make mistakes here and there.

BUT I THOUGHT IT WAS QUITE GOOD!
Like. We completed like. Less than one page. Slow yes. But think about it. WE MANAGED TO COMPLETE ONE HALF PAGE!
AND AND AND! Cause first part we keep playing right. There were sometimes that we really played quite nicely. :)

So during combines. Siwei and me left. Cause sarah went home after lunch. HEHEHE. Funny. HEHEHEHEHE.
SO! WE HAD ONE FLUTES! ONE PICCOLO! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA!
I wanna laugh.

I VERY HAPPPY! I REALISED ALOT OF THINGS! OKOK! FIRSTLY RIGHT! C! C GOTTA WORK ON IT! THEN! HOLD FULL VALUE!THEN!
AIYA! I VERY HAPPY!
CAUSE CAUSE! Though I made alot of mistakes. But just gotta continue trying.

I ENJOYED COMBINES SOOOOOO MUCH! WAHHHHHH!
11 ee nn aa. 1ena 1ena. hehe. so many funny things. SEE! COMBINES CAN BE FUN! ahaha.

oh. so after band....

TALK!!!!

Hmm. whatever I typed really seems as though it doesnt make sense.
It was just an awesome day for me.
Best friday the 13 I guess. :)

WOO IM BACK.

2009-11-09T10:06:00.002+08:00

BACKKKK!

So many things happened can...
Today's monday. OH! YA! Today's Monday. OKAAAAY.

So last monday I went to Junwei's house. Along with Winkit Jack Gina.
Did I post about that? hmm. ANYWAY. GINA LOOKS REALLY AWESOME WITHOUT SPECS. IT'S SUPER DARN COOL.
Is it Guitar heroes or rock band. WHATEVER. It's super duper fun.

AND AND AND AND AND! I like Junjie. Awesome guy.

So anyway. Cause I was supposed to run with shijing. I CHIONGEDDDD HOME. Lol. And then went to run like 2/2.5 km with her. She was like saying that it was so much less than the amount she usually ran. :D

Tuesday was band. I can't rmb what happened. OH! Drills was horrible or sth.
Maybe cause it's such a long time since we did drills. I thought the first try was okay.

Wednesday. WOO MAN! I went somewhere. OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I went to oasis with Isa. Wrote some cards here and there... Watched Ice age 2. NOT NICE LOR!
Then bought presents. :D YUP!
THEN! Ran with shijing at Jurong stadium. :D
I'M SO PROUD OF MESELF!

Thursday. OH! RULANG! Wah. The 12 p6 boys were awesome. LOVE THEM TO THE MAX MAN! HAHAHA! :D
It was REALLY REALLY FUNNNNN! I have some photos uploaded on facebook. Can go check there out. WOOO!.
Went to oasis with Isa after that. For a short while la.

Friday - Saturday
Band camp.
It was really quite awesome la. I LOVE GROUP 6! ALL THE WAY MAN!
AHAHAHA! Yifei's a really nice person! Though he's made up of cheezels now!!! AHAHA!
(I think Band camp can be further described in other people's blog. LOL!)

So after band camp my parents brought me to this place... Then we started talking to the people there. It's really cool. cause some of them like, kan wo de ba ba zhang da.
So Went home. Then I used com for a while. bathed. CHIONG to church. HAHAHA!

PRAYER AND PRAISE! FORWARD IN FAITH YEAH!

Went home.

Sunday.
SLEPT! Wah. Muscle aches everywhere. HAHAHA!
I like my wanton mee. :D

TODAY! IM GONNA WATCH MOVIE! AND BUY MY GUITAR STRINGS HOPEFULLY.

So yeah. What an awesome week. Fully packed. :)

Mmm

2009-10-30T23:32:00.002+08:00

Last day of school. YUP!

No cries. Well actually ya.

I LOVE THE PRESENTS I GOTTT!

Chingyee. I like it REALLLLY! It's so nice. :) And not a banana. WOOO!
Vivan. Letter's so sweet. Honestly. ;)
Ng yong. Thanks for mr ladybuggy! I'll be sure to blow bubbles next time.

Can't stand yongsheng. So freaking annoying. First time see me 'neutral' friend now also 'neutral'. SAME ONE EHHHHH! Wah sian eh. Stupid guy. I HELPED YOU HOLD YOUR FILES! :)

Oh well. my gpa is. Very normal. Actually below average. HAHAHA!.
:) YOU CAN GUESS IT!

Hi yewhui. BIG/CUTE BEAR! :D

InitiativeSpiritAction says that my blog doesnt make sense.

Well....

TOO BAD!

Ahaha. Bye Shijing. Bye Gina. Bye Isa. Bye Chingyee. Bye Kahleong. Bye Bingda. Bye Jozhi. Bye luobuo. Bye idiotthatlikesshijing. Bye Mingfang. Bye.... 2L.

So cool. My hair is changing all the time!!!

Oh yay. it's 12 26. I spend so long tagging. OH WELL!

So strange hor. i cried on the last day of school last year but not this year. (teehee)

LOL! I'm just. not prepared? I DONT KNOW! :D

CHALET CHALET! Will see each other then. Please la. Only a few days.

Any other day to me today...

HI PEEPS!

2009-10-28T23:40:00.002+08:00

I'm in a good mood now. OKAY.

I have another 20 min till Jaslyn's birthday! YUP! (I didn't get her a present. not planning to. :))
WOOOO!

I have an ulcer. :(

19 more min.

Hmm. it's not exactly 19 min later that's her birthday lor. COME ON!. :D
I can barely tie up my hair now. ughh.

B is FOR BOUNCIN!
O IS FOR OPPORTUNITIES.
U IS FOR UNITY.
N is for... oh well. cant rmb.

5 more min. head hurts. shall pack back tomorrow.

:D

:)

2009-10-26T13:20:00.002+08:00

I can't set my hopes too high cause every hello ends with a goodbye. haha.
YOU'RE SO HYPNOTISING. YOU'VE GOT ME LAUGHING WHILE I SING. YOU'VE GOT ME SMILING IN MY SLEEPPP!

I like catch me. haha. The tune's nice. I guess. No real chorus. like. Sounds very... neutral.

Oh well. Huiting Ngyong, Ngyongsheng, Yewhui, Siying, Isa, Jocelyn... My house! WOOOO

haha. Just watched ghosts of girlfriends past. It's rather nice la. Honestly.

haha. Taidi? Are they playing that?

:D

hmm.

2009-10-25T20:36:00.002+08:00

I realised. People around me are really nice to me.
Let's dedicate this post to huiting. ngyong. yongsheng. yewhui. isa. :)

YOU KNOW YOU KNOW! Though yewhui meant to insult me when he said 'if u can get 3.5 i'll buy u a stuff toy'. It was really sweet la. Yongsheng's even worse '3.6 i get you.'. isa... hai. same as ys one '3.7 i get you.'. LIHAI HORRR?

So anyway. Ng yong and huiting really nice! they told me. Even if i dont get 3.3 or 3.4 they'll still get me a stufftoy. it's so reassuring u know. Cause i think i really won't.
It's rather sad la. considering that i worked hard for eoys. haha. I did okay! :D
I enjoyed going home with shijing though. :D

So anyway. I wanna give a big big thanks to huiting, ngyong, stupid yongsheng, yewhui and isa!

Especially huiting. Wah. when she told me that she'll get me a stufftoy no matter what. so touched. SO SO SO touched. wow.

so anyways. <3 you guys.
Even that stupid idiot. :D <3
SO WOOOOO!

Gonna say 'I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!'. :D

(wow. I think i need to write a long blog post for 2L ppl... hmm. WAIT MAN! WAIT! hahaha. I'll write after i leave the class. i guess.)

HEHE!
LOVES!

-Kathleen

wow.

2009-10-25T20:25:00.003+08:00

WOW! I didn't know the previous post was the 300th post! WOW!

anyways. TWO PEOPLE PISSED ME OFF TODAY.
HAHAHA!
So awesome right?

Okay. So it's like the second time my sis got into a small accident. THANK GOODNESS SHE'S FINE. So anyway. we went to this place. THEN THAT GIRL BEHIND THAT COUNTER. *points* YES THAT GIRL! WAH! SHE ZAI! She just block out everything we say. And ask whatever she wants to ask. Seriously la. SERIOUSLY. Very VERY rude.

SO ANYWAY. Cause she pissed me off. i went inside the car and sat there.

THEN THEN THEN. Oh right. my hair's screwed. it's ugly. ugly. and short. yay! HAH ISA! HAH GINA! MY HAIR'S SHORTER! Wow. it might be shijing's hair length.

So anyway. Went home. HANNAH MONTANIE!
And and and and and. uhhh.

yes. we went down. then this young boy. SUPPOSEDLY the girl shopkeeper's son. The mum gave him money and wants change, so she said 'san mao qian'. THEN THAT BOY! WAH! went to scream in my ear repeatedly 'SAN MAO QIAN SHEN ME'. srsly. JUST GIVE THE CHANGE. U DONT HAVE TO KNOW.

wow. i think i do that alot too. HAHA! nosy people! NOSY PEOPLE! :D

So anyway. My hair's short.
it's ugly.
It's weird.
My fringe's above eyebrows.
Miss zeng's gonna love me. :)

YAYYYY.
Okay. I think im gonna eat soon. WOOO!

PHOTOSSS!

2009-10-24T21:08:00.002+08:00

oh man.

2009-10-22T22:29:00.002+08:00

I can't believe my nap ended up to be 4 hours long.
WOW! Will I be able to sleep later?
LOL! OF COURSE I WILL!

Oh ya. I got back all my results already. They're generally bad. HAHAHA!
Well. Some improved, some deproved, some remained the same.
:) OH WELL! I'm glad they're over.

You know, I was reading a book. Then I stopped reading for a while, and now I have no idea where it is.

I trimmed mrfluffball. :D I'm proud of myself.
Oops. Gotta pack back then sleep soon.

I LOVE MY NEW POLISHING CLOTH. IT'S SUPER ZAI K.
It's black. Like. For example the 'cap' of the flute mouthpiece right. I just press onto it, turn turn turn. THEN, it's black alr. WOOO! I love it!
My flute looks shinier now. Piccolo's hard to tell, cause the keys are not not shiny, it's just that it's weird.

I LOVE MY FLUTE, PICCOLO AND MYFLUFFBALL! Forever and always. WOOO!

WOW! MY HEAD HURTS!
Yeah it really does.

Things will change, won't they?

TODAY IS A SUNDAY.

2009-10-18T19:12:00.002+08:00

YAY! SUNDAY!

YAY! MONDAY TOMORROW!

YAY!

YAY!

I love my phone. I love my guitar.
I have no idea where I placed my bible.

I wanna go for youth camp. WOOO!.
I'm so excited. WOOO!

I think there are ants crawling on me! D:

I wanna go for class chalet!

:)

I needa eat dinner.

Totally meaningless post. :)
I like it.

o.o

2009-10-15T23:07:00.003+08:00

I felt so sick the entire time in school. Kept sniffing. HAIIII.

Wooo. There's band tomorrow. Excited. yet nervous. afraid yup. haiyo.

Results came back u know. :)

Math and chem.

It was horrible. math was. a disappointment.

But oh well. i did better for chem than I expected. haha. lost 7 marks for section c. woooo. :)

We're going on to sec 3! Yup. Soon. Very soon.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Need to write script for.... museum....

Oh man.

SIGNING OFFFFFF.

-Kathleen

HAHA! Awesome video. :)

2009-10-14T00:19:00.001+08:00

YOUTH MINISTRY WOOOO! :)

wooo

2009-10-09T21:29:00.003+08:00

Gahhh. it's friday again. :)

One more exam. :) woohoo.

STARDUSTTTT.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
I'm just so tired.
I slept from like 2 - 6 45.

My dad's birthday's on 13 oct. Can't wait. :)

Makeup artist for stardust is awesome. :)

English

2009-10-08T16:07:00.002+08:00

No idea why. No confidence again.

Haha. Every paper it's like that.

Tomorrow's Chinese. :)
C-H-I-N-E-S-E!
We'll be copying the whole paragraph... :) so unlike english.

Oh well.

I'm pretty happy with the papers though I really know that I won't do well. It's like. It doesn't matter whether the grades are there. It just matters whether i tried my best. And well, if my best happens to be... pretty bad.. then I've got nothing to say. :)
So yup.

haha. :)

zomg

2009-10-07T15:43:00.003+08:00

Jaslyn found the physic matters book we lost a few months ago...

Mine and hers...

Shit. now I feel guilty bout dropping physics.

You know, come to think of it, it sounds quite fun.

Like fei hon was making it sound cool - calculate what time u get into a car accident...

Im like seriously. In... Dilemma. haha.

I don't really think I did well.

Like. Haiya. it'll be worse if I didn't study. But I did. And it's okaaaay. Only that. some papers are worse. Like. History? Chem... Math paper 1...eng paper 1.

fine. almost all of them.

I enjoy my pearly soy bean milk - hot/warm. Just cause I can't drink bubble tea. hmmm.

I like going home early. It doesn't feel rushed or anything. And the time I reach home is like the time I wake up during weekends. So... i think it's quite good.

Tomorrow's english paper 2. :(

My reader response is horrible.

Based on past experience. Haiyo...

Eoys is definitely not going to pull my marks up. So....

I've got a bad feeling bout gpa. mmmm.

Maybe I SHOULD take physics. I like it more than humans. :)

I really dont know. but I was just reading lenses and studying for physics last night. And I thought it was actually really fun when you understand it. So... it wouldn't be THAT BAD. Would it? GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

So confusing. I have no idea what to do...

IT WOULD BE WASTING A TEXTBOOK LIKE THAT!!! :(

:'(

I just watched Aladdin. I think it's such a nice show. And it has sequels. I like Genie. he's so nice. And blue.

oh ya. google is cool.

:D

2009-10-03T23:29:00.002+08:00

MANY MANY EVENTS HAPPENED. Hahaha. Just didn't have the time to post? Or... the mood to upload photos. OH! Yup. exams are here. Okay. To update u guys abit.

Had the lantern festival thing. :)

Mr Chia's son. IS SO CUTE. :) YEP YEP!

Celebrated veronica's birthday.

Isa shijing gina kahleong came. :) Kahleong is awesome at musical instruments.. Though he makes everything sound like a co instru. according to jaslyn. HAHA! Shijing strums hard. :) GO AHEAD AND BE A ELECTRIC GUIT PLAYER! :) Isa was gooooood.

Jaslyn has a new phone. NICE PHOTOS EH.

WOOOOOO!

And btw. The photo with the scorpion hairstyle whatever u call it. :) Guess who tied it. :)

MUHAHAHAHA!

okay. :) Let's all hope we all get good grades for exams :). WORK HARD!

:)

2009-10-01T21:47:00.003+08:00

I think I'll do badly for today's paper. :(
But oh well. Gotta move on.

Tomorrow's chinese paper 1. Only attempted to memorise can guan and yao qing lei. Complain letter... can't really.
My memory's not that good. i spent like 3 hours on nap today. Just soooo tired.

I can't wait for saturday. When I'll go for cg to study. hahahaa. :D It's gonna be so fun.

I think. Even if I don't get good grades. It'll be okay. cause my future's already planned for me.
things happen for a reason. :)

And yup. I shall be sure that I'm gonna drop physics. :)

BTW.

JASLYN'S SHOELACE GOT STUCK IN THE MRT STAIRCASE AND IT CAUSED SO MANY THINGS TO HAPPEN.

Shit. I didn't watch I date a bad boy. I am gonna die. :(

Oh well. :) At least I had my 3 hours sleep.

SIGNING OFF!
-Kathleen

:D

2009-09-27T16:16:00.002+08:00

EOYs this week. Kind of cool.

I kind of like EOYs. :D
I reach home sooo early. HAHAHAHA. :D
OOPS.

YAY! Went to celebrate Veronica's birthday yesterday. :D
FOOD WAS AWESOME. AWESOMEEEE!!!!

AHAHAHA. I should start studying soon... :D
gahahaha. I'm happy. :D

Gotta go off soon.

2009-09-24T19:59:00.002+08:00

AHHH. I gotta finish doing powerpoint.

I SHOW U GUYS A PHOTO!

Hahaha. So cool.

I really have no motivation to study. Not really stressed out. I'm quite okay with my current score... So well.

But GOTTA DO BETTER. hahaha.

Kk. I go off. BYE.

Maybe i should...

2009-09-20T15:38:00.002+08:00

Maybe I should just put the photos from my phone to the com and well.
But isa has a camera. HAHA. I shouldn't be zilianing with her camera. BUT COME ON. I dont have memory... :(

Yesterday was super fun.
Kind of strange how we never go out just for fun... Only for homework... projects.
Wow. We're not much of the 'GO OUT AND SHOP MAN'. In fact, we dont do that at all.
HAHAHA! I never realised until yesterday.

Mugging for exams?
I kind of. Don't feel like. As in. I don't see why I have to. Like, the subject combi I want is find if I maintain this gpa... Which is not mugging.
I listen in class. Which to me, is pretty good.
It's very hard to study when you study for the sake of studying and not to learn.
GETTIT? (nooo)
AHAHA.

I like the shop.. sth acia one. Wahh. Ice cream super nice. HAHAA! Let's thank shijing for recommending. 'THANKYOU SHIJING'.
And come on. She DOES look like a hamburger.
And I don't look like a frenchfry...

I cooked shepherd's pie for my family. MMMM.
They took one bite. Said 'HAI HAO'. And then. Put the spoon on the table. and left.
OH WELL. At least they tried.

I find gpa very... stupid. to a certain extent.
Look ah. if you get high b3. Let's say... 69. For every subject. It's like. so kexi.
And then. If the paper is upon 30. Then. the difference in GRADES is like 1 mark?
Which. To me. Is super crap.
but oh well. means i can try to be super crap.

Gotta write 20 for each word i didn't do. gahhh. Ppl do corrections in blackpen. Never get caught. I do in red pen. sian...
Oh well.

Wah. I got so scared last night. I was playing my picc. Then. I COULDNT PLAY. Then I played my flute. AND I COULDN'T PLAY HIGH A AND BFLAT.
But then. I warm up. And.. Well. i think it sounds quite good.
:)
Not good good. but good for me kind of good. HAHA.

Oh ya. how was the museum?
WELL.
Some things were damn cool.
Some didn't make sense.
Some.. were sick.

OH WELL. I wanna go toy museum.
AND BTW. Go national museum. haha. Rv is member. SO WE WENT IN FOR FREE.
Yupyup. :D

I feel bad. It's like my fault Gina's shoes spoil. Hai.
But that was rather fun. :)
THE TISSUE PAPER SAI SAI. hahaha.

Jeans for everyoneee! (except gina)
Everyone wore jeans. (Except gina)

hahaha. I WANNA TAKE NEOPRINTS. DAMNNNN.

Damn. I don't have photos on my blog at all now. Damn damn damn damn damn. FINE. I shall go delete the photos. :) And take new ones. :D

Okok. :D

kathleen loves you. BYEEEE!

(No wonder I failed for language. Too many fullstops. No commas. HAHAHA)

:D

2009-09-18T22:36:00.001+08:00

Before I forget...

YONGSHENG!YOU BETTER TAG WHEN YOU COME HERE.

Okay. :)

DIE DIE DIE

2009-09-14T18:01:00.003+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. HOW???? I can't make a decision. I cant make myself delete any photos from my phone. But I used up my memory card. HOW HOW HOW?

It's HARDDDDD. VERY VERY HARD. It's like. December08 - September09's memories. MEMORIES.

MEMORIES YOU KNOW. YOU CANT JUST DELETE MEMORIES LIKE THAT.

DAMN. So... I didn't take any photos recently. Siannn. No NEW memories. :(

GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Maybe I should just get a new memory card. hahaha. I should hor.

How much ah... Hmmmm.

LOL. I was like 'ZENMEBAN'. And then my dad. Came to my com and said 'NI KAN! QUAN BU DOU YI YANG DE!' 'DELETE LA!'

But you see. EVERY SINGLE PHOTO has its significant meaning. :)

Oh well. Maybe I should just listen to his advice. Delete some photos of icecream... Or... A bottle... Or the many many photos that kahleong took of me. All unglam. haha. But that just reminds me that kahleong's super cute. oh well.

I NEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEED the photos.

Hahaha. 'Transfer to your com la!'. :P Dont want.

Oh well. Shall post more photos. :)

My flute and piccolo is in school!

2009-09-12T01:26:00.002+08:00

Can't bring home instrus...

It's not good to be too stressed out...
:)
That's for sure.

I got a video to show u guys. :)

Anyway. I realised that I never knew how Jiawen sounds like. Hahaha!
It was fun. Didn't know why. But I had fun just simply clapping for clarinets. :)
Gotta admit. When I play my piccolo, and yihan plays her Eflat clarinet. I sound horrible.
I have no idea whether it's the person playing, or the instru itself. Okay fine. it's me.

I got tests. I havent completed my homework. :(
Tiring. Yeah.

Is wanting to get a shuai nice smart and rich boyfriend superficial???

haha.

AHHHHHHHHHHHH

2009-09-06T22:19:00.003+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! FINALLY FINALLY.

After WAITING FOR DONT KNOW HOW LONG. Can I have this dance finally came out. Havent played finish... OKOK.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KET-ah6RwYI&feature=channel_page

WOOOOTS. :D IM DAMN EXCITED. WHEEE. Going back school tomorrow. I lost Miss leow's number. shoot. :(

Nvm. Hope she'll be there. ANYWAYS.
I still type with two fingers. Yes. Thanks. :(
I feel like a loser.

:D

OMG OMG OMG! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
AFTER IT LOADED FOR SO LONG. I PRESSED DONT KNOW WHAT BUTTON! IM SUCH AN IDIOT UGHHHHH. UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Oh well. Here it is!

HOMEWORK

2009-09-03T20:36:00.005+08:00

Firstly, I have no idea why im sniffing away. shit.
ewwww. Mucus...

Anyways. So tomorrow's the last day of school (ya sure. we are so totally not coming back in the holidays! HAHAHA!) I'm sooooo tired. I have so many mosquito bites.
So... Stupid picture perfect make me feel so tired. I BLAME YOU!

Oh well. Tomorrow there's chem prac and zuowen. Wahhhh sehhh. LOL. EOY is coming like. SUPER FAST. AHAHAHAHA. No more slacking time. 1 month passed just like that.

I WANNA POST PHOTOS!
I LAZY.
I SLEPT FOR A FEW HOURS.
IM STILL FEELING TIRED.
THERE'S MORNING RUN TOMORROW.
WHEEEEEEE.
I WANNA BUILD MY DIAPHRAGM.
WHEEEEEEE.
I DONT WANNA TAKE ANY STUPID SWIMMING TEST.
WHEEEEEEE.
I WANNA SLEEEP.
Yes I want to sleep...

Gotta do my history. Then find zhi liao. Thennn. THEN I CAN SLEEP.
Let's see...
Math.... (no homework)
English... (should be done)
Science... (Tomorrow prac. gotta revise.)
Geog... (watch show)
History... (ahhh. that assignment)
Chinese... (zuowen)

I LOVE POST ITS.
SO SO SO SO SO SO COOL.
And I CANNOT believe that there's gonna be four science papers given to us for holidays. EXCLUDING assignment.
The strange thing about teachers is. When we get like. One more day break, or another public holiday. They'll start giving out homework. Which is... Really scary.
ESPECIALLY when you're not a mingfang.. (woah. she just popped up on msn. HAHA). Anyways. SHE can start doing holiday homework in class in the morning while I chiong my other homework. She is GOOD. She shuang she just take out. Then start doing. Then I stare at her. LIKE SERIOUSLY. AND WOOOTS! She's not as monotonous. :D
But it kind of scares me sometimes.

I think. Sec 2 life passes by too quickly. Too too quickly.
feels faster than sec 1.
See ah. In another less than one month -- Eoys.
After EOYS very SOON school closes.

Bye bye 2L.
Bye bye mingfang.
Oh my gosh. Gummy bear surgery is damn scary. They torture gummy bears. SO SCARY.

Oh well. My gpa is. Not good. IN FACT.
IT deproved.

Sian. Hahaha. Im gonna drop physics. I HOPE LA.

Wah sian.
okok. i gotta do history. Jaslyn's scaring me with gummy bears.
:D

went back primary school...

2009-08-31T21:07:00.002+08:00

Woke up at like. 5 sth today. Super tiring. Dont know why. So went to school. With this big bulky guitar. Very. Very. Annoying. Oh well.

School.
Aces day was fun. I guess. Jialiang's good at kicking the chapteh. chapteh right? no idea. anyway. paper ball and chapteh was. actually. it was really tiring. HAHAHA. bend down. pick up. sweat.
Then they made us gather. And I couldn't breathe. Soooo stuffy. So I stood up straight and tried to get some fresh air by looking into the sky and breathing and stuff.

Concert was. Hmmmmm. Dont know how to describe. It was okay. But come ON! The people behind kept asking us to shuddup. And the people infront was showing the signal the 'F U' hand signal thing. Sian... Just cause we were cheering. And my cheer happened to be super high pitched. And HEY. Isa's cheer wasn't even high pitch. and it wasn't that loud.
Ohwell. I think. A funny scene was that when the band played. Some teachers were covering their ears. I thought it was really nice though. The performances. Even samuel.

So anyway. Went back to class. Wanxuan is GOOOD. She made us wait. ohwell. Hahahaha. I went back to school after that. After waiting like dont know how long. FINALLY. We get to go in. It's the same school i had from p1 - p5. But then, it was renovated. So.... when i was p6 and sec 1 it's some other school. Anyways. It's uber cool. It looks even nicer than my secondary school. haha. it's big. The classrooms right. it feels like as you grow older, you get cooler classrooms. (Y). And the field... basketball court... WAH. super cool. then their staffroom is nice. Miss tan went to go around the world. I think. And Mrs Sim is on maternity leave. OKIE!

It felt good to see your old classmates. Your old friends. Like I NEVER KNEW HUIQI LAUGHED THAT MUCH. Hahaha. Okok. Maybe she did. I just forgot. Clarissa's still quiet (anti social. EHEM.). Cindy's still miss lion head. AND WOAH! HOWARD'S TALLER THAN ME NOW. AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I find it SOOOO cool. It's insulting in a way. But they grew up. :D So im glad.

Marcus is like. 180? Issit? Whatever. Show off. DUDE. YOU WERE SHORTER THAN ME ONCE. And wheee! Even melvin grew taller.

It's like the 'GROW' season. Their characters seem to be the same. It's quite fun. Seriously.
HUIQI LOOKS SO CUTE.
Anyways. IM HAPPY.

And even Jaslyn's ex classmates. Oh wait. No. Some of them changed. Darryl became nicer. HAHA. William has no braces. HUIQUN IS A PREFECT.

Im happy happy happy. :D

tomorrow

2009-08-30T21:58:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow. I hope it would be fun.
:D

I can't wait to see my primary school friends.

Longer post tomorrow. I hope. Or soon. :D

morning run tomorrow.

2009-08-27T22:34:00.002+08:00

there's morning run tomorrow. Im getting so tired. :(

No sleep. I guess. K im gonna go off com soon to cont h/w. :(
Wah very tiring.
Very very tiring.

I gotta delete things from phone. oooops.
GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

I replaced my E string. haha. OKAY. low batt. BYEBYE.

It came to me

2009-08-19T22:17:00.002+08:00

It came to me that people are always supporting me. Maybe not all... But well. Enough to make me motivated.
It can be through words... actions... facial expressions. Like. Last year. I was completely down on myself. I wanted to give up on like. Everything? There was this point of time where my friendship was screwed like shit. And results screwed like shit. Flute playing - dont even talk bout it.

And then. I wanted to give up on myself for good. Of course not to the extend of jumping off a building. But actually to the extend of like. Stop playing with flute. Dont bother to talk to friends anymore. And like. (okay. not studying is normal). AHHH! I know. Not studying EVEN when it's one day before the exams.

But then. These people showed up. (Listing a few hereee.)
For studying... Okay. I still dont like studying. hahaha. I guess. I'll have to say Jaslyn. She's working hard now. So when I like. Play games. I'll rmb to like. Go do my homework. hahaha. :D THAT IS GOOD.

For flutes. I'll have to thank rachel. Wah. I tell you. if i were her. i would totally slap this stupid girl called kathleen oh. She cant even count. Cant read rhythm. Cant even play when u ask her to. But then. I found it amazing that. When I feel like. Uber down on myself. She'll give me a hug. And then whenever during combines. She'll remind me that I can in fact do it. AND SOOOO. Though I STILL SUCK. It won't be as easy as last time to break me down and make me cry (ehem. siwei. HAHA!)

For friends. Last year this year. Cant rmb when. But like. I was feeling completely left out. You know. Being outspoken really doesnt necessarily mean u have alot of good friends. There came a time when. I open msn. Stare... and then. I realise. That. I really have no one to talk to. Maybe it's cause the ppl i want to talk to are not online. But. Aiya. sad enough la.
Then the thing is that. My friends had... to attend to... other things. And then. They spent less and less time with me.
It was a super bad feeling. I didnt have anyone to go home with. Even if I did, it felt weird. I really rather go home alone.
And then. I started praying I guess. And then soon, it became okay.
AND YAY! I even made new friends.
Like xiumei (sarcastic laughter to me...). Mingfangggg (:D)... vivan... bingda. alot la. I guess.
I still rmb the first week. You know, I totally did not pass interview for psl. HAHAA. I screwed it. And well. All my friends did. Okayokay. Most of my friends did. The friends I ate recess with? SO YES.
The very first day. Second day? dont know which one. I went for recess alone. Still being unable to swallow the fact that the class was missing one super impt person. And then. I ate my food. At the bench... Looked around... Eat. Looked around... Eat. It was P-A-T-H-E-T-I-C. And then. I think the next day. I did the same thing. And like. Most of the guys in the class joined me. WHICH WAS VERY WEIRD ALSO. No idea why. But the presence of kahleong made it better.
But then. After a while. I like to eat with them. Cause it's fun. Even if it's boring at times.
I guess this is one of the many challenges I had. I overcomed it, and made more friends. haha. :)

Yeah so. The point is that I didnt lose my friends and even made more new friends.

Andd well. I was worrying over my studies. Like. I was totally 'MY SCORE IS NO WHERE NEAR 3.5. OH NO.' kind of thing? So one of my friends was like 'it's about quality not quantity. Im taking 8 sub'. Sth along that line la. AND WOW. though it's totally. Short and dont know like what. It impacted me a hell lot.
That never like. Came into my head or anything. Like seriously. If I cant do it. i just cant do it. I cant possible mug like dont know what at last min. And then do well then. Then if I take 9 sub, wont i die? YES I WILL.

Everything is a surprise. Whatever I expected didnt come. Whatever I didnt expect came.
Challenges...

Anyway. You know. There was this talk today. Okayokay. Champs thing bout leadership. And it's about influencing others and stuff like that?
But honestly speaking. if you try too hard, for the wrong things, u're really out. Like. Seriously.

After the talk. A question came to my mind. 'So am I a leader?'. And then an answer came next. 'At times'. You know. Actually, I think that that answer applies to everyone. Whether they know it or not, or whether they think too highly of themselves. Everyone is a leader, but not always one.
It's my opinion. But. Well yeah. I guess you get my point.

Recess. Was. Quiet. Was it?
I miss Gina. She's. Fun.
As in. Maybe it's hard to concentrate in class with her. But then, when I was in the same group as her in science, I found it quite funny. Maybe cause she calls me and shouts in my ear and complains that im damn loud, that's why im used to it. OR MAYBE, cause she reminds me of my mum, and I just smile and dao. hahaa. But. Well yeah. She adds on to my laughter and happiness.

And then while she was gone. Isa, Cy, SJ said they didnt miss her. Which I thought was rather weird. Anyway. Then I asked them if they missed me. And they answered sth... I can't rmb. But they most probably didnt. I guess. SO WELL.

Oh I just pissed Jaslyn off. oops.

Oh well. Tomorrow home econs. we're cooking some funny funny thing. :D
Wooooots!!!

WOW

2009-08-16T21:40:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow's a monday. That's so fast. AND THEN. IN A BLINK OF AN EYE. I'LL BE OLD. AND HAVE KIDS.

HAHAHA. nahhh. In a blink of an eye, i'll still be staring at the com. :D
IM TRYING TO PLAY LORD OF LORDS ON THE GUITAR! yup yeeeep. And I think I should delete the things in my phone. Taking up ALOT of space. sian. so retarded. 18 mb free.

I like the song you raise me up. anyway. my fingers are hardening. especially my left ring finger. WOOOTS! maybe it wont hurt so much next time i play the guitar.

SHIT. I JUST REALISED. I got stupid remedial homework. UGHHHH. So annoying. 9 44. Hmm. Gotta find geog article. Is this the eupho solo?haha. kk. :D

Have u eaten small frozen grapes? They taste nice. :)
So funny. I remembered the first few times I heard band songs. I didn't even know which was flute. So retarded. Anyway. Must continue improving hor. ya.

Im glad those ppl who went for nco training enjoyed it. :) It sure was fun. Right? :)

Anywayyyyy. I gotta go find my geog article. :(

HAHAHA

2009-08-15T13:15:00.003+08:00

Today's a sat... Gotta go out of the housee soon!

Anyway. Didn't post from tuesday to friday.

Tuesday... What did we do... I have no idea.

ANYWAY. i'm starting to enjoy band.

My dad said 'xiao dou dou' as 'xiao yuan yuan'. HAHAHAHAA.
Funny. he's testing me. :D

Wednesday. OOPS! We lost. Hahahaha.

Thursday was fun. Up was nice.
2L guys are rather sweet. :DD
HEHEHE.

Friday was fun. And tiring too.
Time fliess. Like when I was cleaning instrument. I was like 'WOW. IT'S FRIDAY?'
Ya. that's how fast time goes by.

My dad is telling me how to understand xiao dou dou. Haha.
WO ZAI JIA LI SHUO HUA YU DE O.

BLAAA BLOOOB.

I'm having fun these days. I LOVE BAND. It's getting hard also la. Like. i sound airy/loud/sharp and can't sightread. So... It's hard. But it's nice too.

I'm happy these days. :D

bloob

2009-08-10T17:04:00.002+08:00

You know, I don't know whether it's time for me to create a private blog. Like, I know that there are some things I can't say. Whether it's insulting people, talking bout my feelings, feeling stressed out or whatever.

But... maybe it's good to share too. :)

anyway. I did my homework. :D Left with like. Two? Or more? Hahaha. It's a great improvement. :D Im proud of myself.

I feel like reading. Yet whenever I read, I sleep really late. So... yeah.
I practised my instru today.
I sound horrible.

Maybe it's cause I woke up and just, immediately go play. No warm up or anything. But still, those can be excuses as well.
I'm trying to relax more for piccolo playing. If not it feels very... painful.

Tomorrow's band. The day after tomorrow is... optional band?
I'm SUCH A SUCKY PLAYER. I think i Sound even worse... compared to when I was sec 1(end of the year). Deprove?
Ya I GUESS SO. It feels so sucky. When u realise u sound more airy or when you know that you're supposed to be alot better than this.

And it's not only band isn't it?

My academics suck too. Yes it sucks.
I don't even want to talk bout physics.

Things aren't going that well currently. Are they?

BLUES CLUES

2009-08-09T23:05:00.003+08:00

I thought that alvin's party was really fun. :D *Dumps people in the pool. Oh noooo! hahaha. Not a really good experience for me. really wet la. The whole thing was rather good though. haha.
GETTITTTT?

BLAHH

2009-08-07T18:56:00.001+08:00

Hahaha. Photos. :D

WOOOTS

2009-08-04T21:27:00.002+08:00

WOOOTS! Section tee man! YAYY! I want a section tee. I'm feeling SOOO full now. Dinner was so filling. Exams coming october. BLA BLA BLAAAAA. Oh well. I feel tired. My homework isn't done. I should post some photos right.. Hmm. I should.

WOOTS. bye.

being sick sucks.

2009-07-30T21:45:00.002+08:00

being sick sucks. like seriously. u eat tablets. u stone. And u use the com.
The nice part is that people really care. I feel so loved. Seriously. They'll be like, 'OH MY GOSH. ARE YOU OKAY?'

But today was rather horrible. I did some of my homework. When I was feeling okay that is. But now i just feel like a sweaty sponge. Okay. not THAT sweaty.

I can't believe it. Tomorrow's band photo and i may not go? hai. Im damn sad. really. And like. Tests... you know? I DONT LIKE BEING ABSENT FROM SCHOOL. Once. I was absent from school and i COMPLETELY did not understand that math topic. it was horrible like shit. damn.

So. It was so cool. Shijing's call woke me up in the morning. Then she was like 'U're in bingda's and ks's group. okay?' haha.

Gina after school. Called me. 'Kathleen? u okay anot?' then started telling me bout the things that happened. no one mentioned eng and sci. hehe. HAHA.

Then then. Like one or two hours ago? Msn chats start popping up. And they asked me if i was alright.

OKAY. I shall no longer blog. haha. nightnight.

Mingfang

2009-07-29T22:06:00.002+08:00

Hmm. it's so cool to talk bout mingfang these days.

OKAY. Ming fang. SHE IS THE ULTIMATE FUNNY. Well, when I say that erika is funny, it means that her laughter is freaking contagious and she laughs at everything. BUT SERIOUSLY. Mingfang is a completely different case.

Mingfang.

Case 1) I take out my piccolo. And shine it abit. She looks, stares, and says 'Is that a flute?'. So I looked at her. And said 'no... this is a piccolo'. And I took out my flute and showed her how a flute looks like. So I was like 'see the difference?'. And she said 'ohhh. They're both flutes la.' and then I was like. 'DO YOU SEE A DIFFERENCE IN SIZE?' and she said 'OHH! THIS IS A MINI FLUTE'

Case 2) (I think I said this before). But. When I draw her, she'll open her eyes really big. And say 'draw my eyes big big hor'. HAHAHA.

Case 3) (puppet show at changi... conversation between mingsheng and mingfang)

MS : So you guys going changi?
MF : Yeahh.
MS : watch puppet show ah?
MF : Yup.
MS : Oh. I think need money eh.
MF : OH REALLY?
MS : Yeah.
MF: Oh. Dont watch lor.
MS : Then you go changi for what?

WELL. Ch*coughs*eapp*coughs*scate. HAHAHAAH.

Case 4) (Conversation between me and mingfang)
Kath : Hey. Mingfang. Raise up your hand and say this. (kathleen says finish her answer)
Mingfang : *raises her hand and simply say everything the SAME without changing at all*

Case 5) Does powerpoint.... HAHA. Mdm tia told her that it's only her 'yu diao' that cost her her one mark. SHOWS THAT SHE IS MONOTONOUS.

Case 6) Tries to sound excited but fails terribly.

Oh well. I can't really rmb anything. Considering that im feeling tired. hahaha. And she's so cute. Rina said I made her noisy. NOW IT'S MY FAULT AGAIN? IS IT? hahaha.

KKKK. :D

Sick

2009-07-29T21:13:00.003+08:00

SICKKK. It's like the third time im sick this year and didnt go to school.

First time was like. Running nose until dont know what. Got fever alsooooo.
Second time was like, puking twice and turning sickk.
Now its, sore throat. and like. 38.1 degrees.

Doctor gave me vitamin cs and some longenzes. JOKE MAN. Medicine costs 10 dollars altogether. Consultation fee is 25 dollars.
35 dollars.

They want to kill me. Seriously. I rather go 7 eleven go get some strepsils. BLEAH.
Sian. But better safe than sorry.

I want to go school. The slackest day of the entire week. AND IM ACTUALLY MISSING IT? THIS IS SHIT MAN.

BLEAHHHH. Class photo was. Fast. It was like. *flash* *FLASHHHH*.

ANYWAY. DID I MENTION THAT SWIMMING WAS AWESOME? Oh my gosh. The people there are so nice. Like the 2H girls. Shermaine? Yup. Siqi? All those people. hahaha.
And some 2I one. AND OF COURSE 2L. HEHEHE.

Im worried bout friday. I didnt practise. My sore throat is getting worse. It's. HOW TO PRACTISE PICCOLO? I can memorise scores la. But... jyjy.

I am sad... Anyway. Math test. HEHEHE. I didn't do one question. I dont understand question 3. Shows that my math sucks. HAHAHA.

I NEED PHOTOS.
PHOTOSPHOTOSPHOTOS.

I got a new bag. I got a shirt!

I got an mc.

THERE'S A CAMEL UP A HILL. TOUCH MY BAREHH.

I DONT WANNA GROW ANYMORE. MY BACKBONE IS GETTING WORSE. BOOHOO. Stupid checkups.

BUT OH WELL. I KIND OF stopped growing. Like. When I was p6 I was 164.7. And now i'm 168. SOOOOOOO. (HEY. WHY IS EILEEN PLAYING WITH MY GUITAR? Sitting on the soccer ball. HAHAHAHA.)

ANYWAY. PUTTTT A BANANA IN YOUR EARRR.

Im seriously bored. How do i survive tomorrow?

:( Kathleen emos.

Kathleen is tired

2009-07-28T22:56:00.001+08:00

im damn damn tired.
stupid eye bags are getting worse.

dizzy. WHEEZY.

I hope tomorrow's photo will be nice.
i hope i will do well for math test.
i hope chinese stuff will be good too.

I hope i know how to tie a tie.

YUP. :D

haha

2009-07-26T00:52:00.002+08:00

Have been practising alot.

Anyway. I figured that class blogs are boring to read. Haha. Homework.. Cip. Just a bunch of people writing stuff. Not interesting one. HAHA! No conflicts. :X

I'm evil. hahaha. OOOPS. Not like mine very nice to read. LALALA. I think I screwed ppt today. haha. But NO NO ONE REALISED. Okay. zenghui and nicholas. yes.

I'm boredddd. BORRREDDDDDD. Damn. I want a new bag. :(
Jaslyn's watching some liverpool match tomorrow. But I think she's not feeling well now. So well. May not be a good thing if she watches. I don't know. DAMN! WHY IS IT SO BORING? DAMMIT DAMMIT.

Boooooo. Kathleen CANNOT be bored. ahaha.

Anyway. I just realised how special my section is.

Siwei is definitely gonna be a great sl. In my opinion. And YESS. I should start respecting him. I'm not a very nice junior. :(
Xiaojie is very approachable. Hahaa. Really very nice to talk to at times also. And she teaches me! So that's GOOD!
Yijin is the ultimate hardworking one. haha. I should learn to be more like her. Seriously.
Sarah is so lovable. IF SHE STOPS STARING AT OTHER PLACES. Hahaha. She's nice to talk to also. (wanwen says she looks old. YOUR HAIR LA) hahaha. oops.
Vanessa. Our NEWW COMER TO COMBINES! I'm starting to love her. hahaha. But she ah. HAVE to play. If not I whack her. Hahaha.

I think. I've always looked at other sections and really want to be part of them. But what we never realised is that our own section is really the best. Hai. I really love it now.

I miss Rachel, Sharlene, Wanwen, Xiaohui and Daniel of course. But well. I believe they'll still be there for me after they're gone. So it's okay. YUP.

RSWXD. SO cool. HEHEHE.
Now it's... SXYKSV.

Both sounds cool. MUHAHAHA.
AHAHAHAHA. I found out sth cool. Siwei Xiaojie Yijin are like Chinese names. Kathleen Sarah Vanessa are like. English names. Funny. I want a cool chinese name. Mine is so... little girl like. It's like 'KAILING. GUO LAI. LAI MUMMY ZHE LI' Like seriously man.

I'm working hard for flutes. I believe everyone else is too. (VANESSA. TRAIN YOUR FINGERINGSSSS.)

I shall write a long post. My head is hurting. Shit. Nvm.

I shall take photos next time
HAHAHA.

This innocence. Is BRILLIANT! (Let's sing it together ming fong!)

Kai Si ling is signing off. HAHAHA. Kai Si ling. Seriously. I went to translate my name. And they gave me this funny funny name. Kai ling is bad enough. HAHAHAHA. OOPS.
(parents arent allowed to view this blog.)

HAHAHA! Talking bout parents. My mum totally asked me what facebook is. Should've said. 'Oh. U stick ur head to a book'. Lol. IM DYING OF BOREDOM. THIS IS VERY STUPID. Hahaha. I think she wants to create an acc. (Kathleen shall not add her mum. :D)

TimON AND PUMBAAAAA IS ON DISNEY CHANNEEELLL. HAKUNA MATATA. :D

Hai

2009-07-22T18:52:00.002+08:00

Honestly, I really don't want the seniors to leave. It's gonna be. Sad. Lonely. Bad. Horrible.
All the bad things.

I know that a few of the bandsmen are gonna support the band. But well. Come to think of it, it would also mean that the pillar is not very strong right?
I know Im not gonna be an extremely good player. But hai. It takes practise.

Results for excos and sls/asls came out.

Then, this means that the seniors are gonna leave.

Hai. I feel. Insecured in many ways. But I'm not breaking down or anything.
I think. I should have more faith in myself. Obstacles are defintely gonna come in our way. It's just how we see it.

Sec2s are gonna be Seniors soon. I'm not 'seeing too far'. It's the truth. I was sec 1 just a few months ago. No time to slack.

I believe we bandsmen can all do it. It just takes that bit of hardwork. Even if you're working hard and there's not result. It may either mean that you're not practising hard enough, or you've not realised you've been improving all this while.

Have faith people. We can all do it.

Sian

2009-07-15T23:58:00.003+08:00

Today's lessons... Some... I cannot understand. Oh wait. It's kind of cause I couldn't pay attention. My eyes look at the teacher... Answering questions.

But since recess, my muscle cramps hurt like shit. HURT. Poor mingsheng and kahleong and rina and xiumei and mingfang. Lol. I'm like 'UGHHHH'. hahaha. Oh. poor shijing too. and maybe isa.

Recess, Science, english. Wah. my hair was totally standing. it was damn painful. I really had no idea why. Oh well. But today was RATHER fun.

My phone is really getting rather screwed. Dont know what's wrong with it. It received messages like 1 hour late. And It cant send messages sometimes. And sometimes, it just hangs there. siao. sian. stupid phone.

OH WELL. Antenna phone. HAHA. Funny funny funny.

Tomorrow's art. English. Science. Home econs.

Nice subjects. I handed in my draft in soft copy alr. Shall print it out in case she didnt see it. I feel bad. I totally handed in point outline as draft. Now I made some changes! I hope it's good. I checked it a few times over alr.

Science.... Assignment (due on fri)
Chinese... Zhi liao (due on fri)
Math... Assignment (due on fri)

Is that all? haha. Art? and ya. I think. I should sleep more. Maybe tomorrow after rushing through remaining homework. I shouldn't touch the com at all. And go sleep IMMEDIATELY. Maybe i'll sleep at 8? HAHA. Joke. Then I won't eat dinner. funny.

Thursday. Supposedly fun right. Haha. But now I see all the subjects the same. It's all fun.

Anyway. Swimming starts on Monday. I think. No PE? :D

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
I'm damn tireed. Don't feel like going to school. I'm like. Feeling dizzy. Sian.

Hope I won't have muscle cramps tomorrow. :D
AND YAY. I get to bring food home. WHEEEEE. BYEEE.

HAHAHA

2009-07-14T17:04:00.002+08:00

FUNNY. FUNNY.

Well. Can't find alot of photos of jaslyn on this com. HAHAHA. Shall do a better job next time. I FIND THIS SO COOL.

PHOTOS

2009-07-13T21:31:00.003+08:00

HAH

2009-07-13T21:00:00.004+08:00

IT SOOOOOOO DOESN'T LOOK LIKE ANYTHING CAAAAAN?

That girl doesn't look like me. And this girl doesn't look like isa. So yeah. So isa see. :D

HAHAHA. I had fun today. PE was damn tiring. I actually wanted to go home straight. but I ended up having more fun! Rock band is cool. So is the year book. WHEEEE. I need to do homework. SHIT. haha. BYE.

PHOTOS

2009-07-12T18:40:00.004+08:00

pissed

2009-07-12T09:40:00.002+08:00

I'm pissed at facebook. It doesn't ever seem to load. hehe.

I like LIO comics. They're sadistic. HAHAA. Lifestyle. I was damn glad that I managed to finish my point outline. With help OF COURSE. HAHA. Well. it's a normal story. Wouldn't really grab MY attention. How can short stories not be fantasies? I Want my toothbrush and comb story. :(

AHHH. I'm hungry. boooo. Hungry wungry lungry bungry. Seems like no one's online. Poor KATHLEEN HAS NO FRIENDS THAT ARE ONLINE. ok.. yugao and marvin. online. HAHA. Ok. Like another 3-4 more ppl. But I don't usually talk to them on msn. So well.

I suddenly have this urge to go do my homework. That is SO NOT Kathleen. HAHA. Well. I guess I would after this.

OH. I NEED TO REDO ART. BOOOO. Haha. My Big teapot and small teapot are like. weird.

OH! I recently read alot of stories from Hans Christian Andersen's web. It's nice. Go search it. Some are rather scary I think. :D

I SHALLL GOOOOO! AND REEEEEAAADDDDDD.

(When is band practice starting again? I hate you h1n1.)

Haha

2009-07-10T23:47:00.002+08:00

I played left 4 dead at bingda's house today. It's rather interesting. I just dont like that stupid thing barfing on me and making everything blur. And oh. The light should be brighter. I cant see anything. And the witch should shut up.

WELL. It was fun. Jozhi, Marvin, Bingda, Gina and well. about it. Were fun. HAHA.

I like magic shows too. It's cool. IT'S SERIOUSLY COOL.
NO SERIOUSLY
IT'S DAMN COOL.

Okay nvm. I CAN DO MAGIC. AND CAN DO IT AGAIN (most of the time without failing)! HAHHHHHHH!

Funny

2009-07-08T17:25:00.002+08:00

The thing was that i was walking towards the gate... Then this little boy that was a few metres infront of me RAAAAANNNN to me, stretched his arms infront with his palms facing out, and shouted 'STOP'.

Well. I was damn shocked. and i said... 'uhhhhhh.... okaaaayy'. And I stopped.

Then he remained in that position for a few seconds... and then, swing his two hands to the right and said 'GOOOO'.

And I was like, 'uhhuh'. And I walked off! The mum was like, a few metres behind him.

Funny to the max.

Anyway... what happened in school today?
Hai. I feel damn guilty for what happened.

The thing was that, i was one of the person who was standing up. I was super nervous. Then, I started being very scared, then my heart pumped very fast. Then i talked alot. Then I cried. Then I laughed. Then i felt guilty.

It's not an emotion that I can describe la. I just feel really scared and I cannot stand it when it's so tense. Even my friends couldn't understand. I wouldnt too if I were them. But aiya. I dunno. Some people said I was disrespectful... But trust me, i have no intention of doing that. :(

I'm not currently appearing online on msn as I gotta do my homework later. I'm even using my sister's com so she can come scold me if I use too long. Hehe. She's sleeping now. well...

I think. Even if I dont fail for physics, it's quite confirmed that I'll get quite low grades. I don't really understand the concept right now. Hai. I'm not a logical person.

Hahaha. I kinda like Miss Lim now. She's really nice. (:D)

AHHHHHHHH

2009-07-05T15:22:00.003+08:00

I CANNOT STAND THE BOREDOM. I CNT CNT STAND IT. WAH SEH. I know im supposed to do my homework. but it's so BORING. and it's RAINING so it doesnt help.

WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I slept at 4am last night at woke up at 11am. hehe. i was playing with my guitar and watching little mermaid 3.

WAHHHHHHHH. SO BORING. I was reading teenagers digest. And i couldnt concentrate. It's damn quiet la. In this room. I dont know why. Usually I like it alot. And it's rather easy for me to read. IM JUST SO RESTLESS YOU KNOW? WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

wahhh. I need to go out. hahaha. OOOPSS. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

I hate sundays. It's not a 'sunny sunday' but rather a 'solemn sunday'. hehehe. do ppl go out on sundays?

DOOOOMDUM LAA POOOOOTI MUM LAAAATIKAAAAA PUTA. Im bored.

haha

2009-07-01T20:33:00.003+08:00

today went out with isa bingda jozhi. Played cards! MAGIC! :D *high five bingda*

confused.

WOOTS

2009-06-29T22:48:00.002+08:00

I really loved first day of school. It seems that school is never really that tiring, except for the fact that we always have tests and LOADS of homework.

Holidays are definitely more tiring. I reach home now and I still have the mood to blog. hahaa. Explains alot hor? :)

After holidays, I seem like a total dodo at math again. Weird. It's not like I dont get good grades (for math) or anything, it's just that while the teacher is teaching I would just have all these questions popping out of my head. And it gets in the way of me learning, SOOOO, I just ask. But it may not be a good thing as according to Isa, 'KATHLEEN. YOU'RE MAKING US MORE CONFUSED'. Hai. Blame it on my horrible math. HEHEE.

AYG peformance was cool! Hahaha. Everything went rather well. But it was quite hilarious... some of the items.

Anyway, I really miss band. Hai. I think same goes for all bandsmen. :D

Kkkkkk. For those people who are currently feeling down or anything, continue to have faith that it will be alright after all. ;)

photos

2009-06-22T22:27:00.002+08:00

YUHUA PEOPLE ROCKS!

2009-06-22T22:03:00.003+08:00

Met Isa at 930 to slack at Mc. Then Met the rest and went to eat. Bla bla.

Then went to Yuhua with Als + Sls. Okaaaay. So Sebastian was telling us how we were gonna die.

The THING WAS... When we started marching. I REALISED HOW NICE THE YUHUA PEOPLE WERE. You know RV people, Hai, we just keep shouting and shouting... AND SHOUTING.

But they were totally watching out for each other. Even for me!!! :) As in. I DIDN'T KNOW MARK TIME CAN CHECK DRESSING TILL TODAY. Then when we were turning, this nice flute girl told me to walk straight again and again. And this other french horn player told me when to turn! AHHHHH! I love them!!!

Haha. But when we had a competition to see who won it was pretty clear. Hahaha. *Claps for Yuhua peopleee!*

AND AND AND OHHH!!! you know the percussion people. There were four la. Then they were asked to march themselves. AND THOUGH THEY WERE ONLY WATCHING THE WHOLE THING, they could do it SOOOO well.

Hahaha. There's so much to learn from them. Seriously. Firstly, they're nice! Secondly, they really teach you and not just scream in your ear like what I always do (hai..). Thirdly, they're always together. Hahaha.

Today was REALLLYYY FUN! And they were REALLLY nice. I didnt regret going at all, though I almost havent started my homework. :(

WOOTS! I got my reserved book! WOOO! My sister's keeper. :D

K la. SIGNING OFFFF!
Kathleen. :)

(Oh! photos taken at KFC posted LATERRRR!)

AHHHHHH

2009-06-22T00:26:00.002+08:00

I've BECOME SO DEAD. As in, my brain is dead. I dont even know how to simplify now. What's factorise? AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Haha. These few days I watch alot of youtube videos. They're really nice to watch. As in, some people really have talent. I'm enjoying my holidays except for the fact that most of my homework is still undone. :)

YAY! tomorrow's nco course. i wonder how it'll be like. wow. im becoming tired alr.

Math ppt so hard to do. The website is filled with chinese words. Anyway, gotta wake up at 8 am tomorrow. If not Isa kill me. hahaa. KK! BYEEE!

HAHA

2009-06-19T21:27:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIJING! :)

Finally 14 eh? :) Hope that you'll be happier. :)

Okaaay. Band was alright. i guess. I need to continue memorising.

Anyway. I felt so useless today. nevermind.

:) I'm gonna write my personal testimony soon. :)

haha

2009-06-18T15:30:00.002+08:00

slept for 15 hours. crazy right? but yup. im THAT tired.

I'm glad that some people enjoyed themselves for the team building games. Really REALLY glad. :)

It was quite fun for me too. Though I stoned in the band room for station games. hehe. But rachel jillian and yulu were there too!

I miss Isa. :(

Band camp

2009-06-15T00:47:00.002+08:00

I really hope band camp would be a success.

Days and days of meeting up.
Days and days of going to my house.
Days and days of hard work on the computer.
Days and days of going to get stuff from shopping centres.

All the ALs are working SOOO hard for this band camp. To make it a success.
For me, I rejected at least 4 people to go out just to go for band meetings. Oh wait. 5 times at least.

We have one aim. To bond the band. To make it fun and interesting.

But I have this feeling that it'll all go down. I'm really scared bout it. I'm really scared that bandsmen wont come on that day. I'm really scared that people will go home saying 'This band camp sucks'.

Hai. I've been praying day after day that it would be fun. I really hope it would be.

hai

2009-06-10T11:04:00.002+08:00

Muscle aches everywhere. Super painful. Hai. Dunno why.

I HOPE TODAY'S CG OUTING WILL BE FUN! :D

VIDEO!

2009-06-08T22:59:00.001+08:00

:)

2009-06-05T01:29:00.002+08:00

Today was cool. :)
I like Angels and Demons. Actually I just like the twist at the end.

Hehehe. Photos... Do I have photos? AHHHH! I have. I shall upload them for the next blog post.

ANYWAYSSS. I realised that it's rather hard to break down the barrier im creating? I guess. Aiya. hard to explain. :)

I WANNA WATCH HANNAH MONTANA THE MOVIEEEE! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! ;)

Bingda's xiumei's and shijing's birthday coming! Stressfulll. haha.

kk. BYEEE!

hmm

2009-06-02T22:55:00.002+08:00

Hmm. I'm not much of a good friend I guess. Haha.
It suddenly seems like my friends are feeling sad and I'm just oblivious to it.
Okaaay. Or maybe not. Aiya. I guess I know that they're feeling lost or sth. But I just dont know how to react to it. And I've not been very happy myself. Have I? haha.

I'm glad the class is bonded. :)

Enjoy!

A happy kathleen. :D

2009-06-02T22:44:00.002+08:00

Boys over flowers.

YA YA. I know. It's so unlikely for me to like this kind of things and admit. HMMM. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! okay. I shall not add anymore.
I managed to watch 24 episodes in 4 days. means... an average of about 6 hours each day spent. never knew I would do that.

ANYWAY... I'm feeling happy. :D
Class buffet was fun. SO... HOORAY FOR MISS ZENG. poor thing. costed so much.

I cut my hair. :D
And nope. I didnt take the scissors and cut my own hair. :)
My hair is cut.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
okay. :) I shall go fangirl. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

photoo

2009-05-30T01:44:00.011+08:00

while i wait for gina..

2009-05-30T01:19:00.003+08:00

Waiting for gina to complete her job in geog. woopie!

Hmmm. Photos right? k la. next post? hahaha.

Anyway... Today's last day of school. I'm happy. :D
I'm planning my whole june holidays so it would be meaningful and fun. :)
It's 1.20 am and STUPID GINA doesnt want me to sleep. boohoo.

Anyway... I love BAND TODAYYY! Was so fun. Olympic thinga majinga was confusing cause nobody guided me through and I didnt find the song familar at all... Siwei was turning to me and looking all confused cause he found it very familiar.. OKAAAY.

Anyway. For today's band. Cause sharlene and rachel had journalism, xiaohui had sc and wanwen had to take sec 1s... we had no sec 4s!
How did I feel... I felt like, I had to be alot more independent. No rachel to STARE ME DOWN! HAHAHA! Nahh. she doesnt look at me evilly anymore. I KINDA miss those moments.

Anyway. So ya. I know that I improved. But well... I could tell that I was like very unsure and playing wrong parts here and there. But it's kinda cause I didnt count. Ya. Like. I will count. Then all of a sudden miss one beat or sth come in wrong. Something between those lines. But I'm still proud of myself.

For dream city right... I'm even prouder... :D
The thing is right. Is that when I first joined band, I had to play flute 1. Aiya. Not enough scores. It was a one day thing la. how i hope that im in flute 1 now. ANYWAY. So I had to play D. Then siwei showed me the fingering. Then miss chan made me play alone. and cause i was so nervous i fumbled everything right, she said I was lazy. Felt sad okaaaay.

But now, about 1 year later (since i joined main band when it was august), I could play everything. Even the running notes. Then like a couple of times people got lost la. But I still heard myself playing. and that self satisfaction is very nice. Honestly. I LUBBB MEE! haha.

Just a few days ago. Or one week ago I was emoing about not being able to play celebrate. And I cried la. I felt so completely useless. Something like how I felt when I was sec 1. Can you imagine me not being able to play just a C? high C? IT'S NOT EVEN HIGH HIGH C LA. hahaha. that one i can pitch too! ;)

I'm feeling extremely gross and sticky cause I didnt bathe this morning. HEHEHE. Cause I bathed last night. OH! It's 130am. STUPID GINA!

Okaaaay. Anyway. I think that Siwei is right. We do have our down periods in band. Like, there are bound to be times where we suddenly can't play. Or that we suddenly think that we need alot more improving. ya! But you'll be able to play better after that too. hahaha...

I can't wait for Monday. hehehe. Miss zeng rocks my socks. HEHE! :D

Oh man I'm so sticky. And Gina is still doing. Wah sian eh. OH! Im 167.1. HEHE! Had my health check up today. AND I THINK THAT THE WEIGHT IS SO NOT ACCURATE LA! COME ON! I ate first lor. :(

Anyway. Let's go back to band.
I'm feeling quite happy about band. It's not like I have any very good friends inside. It's not like my section is very bonded. It's not like I'm a very good player.
I have no idea why. But, it's like, I suddenly feel that band is a very peaceful place. Maybe It's cause the people are really nice. I dunno. But I really love it.

And I have to continue typing until Gina FINALLY hands her part of the report to me.

12345! HIGH FIVE! HAHA! I got A 1 A 2 B 3 B4 C5 and sth else. :D I didnt get high la. But cannot reveal. If not will reveal my score.

I felt quite sad after band. it's like. my section mates will ask 'how much u get'. You know, normal questions like that? And I just smiled and said 'not good'. Hahahaa. I have a really smart section. ;)

I dont really like it when people talk bout grades. It's like, even when I did rather well in CA1, I didnt really tell like, the whole world about it. I think I just dont like talking bout grades. You hurt people either way.
If you get good grades, and your friend gets not as good, you hurt his/her feelings.
If you get poor grades and you're asked about it you wont feel good too.
So like, ya. :D I'm a very sensitive person.

Gina finishing. WHOOOO! woopie!
Hmmm. What was my sec one dream...?
I think I hoped for alot of things. Like... I wont be scared in band or people wont hate me in band..

I'm probably booked for the whole of week 1. :D
TEEHEE!

hai.

2009-05-28T22:14:00.002+08:00

Things very confusing these few days right? i just cant wait for the holidays to come. seriously.

I'm thinking of making another quiz on facebook. Many MANY people keep failing. Fine. I'll make a VERY easy one.

Eileen says I'm getting tested... Am i? ah.

And ohhh... Shijing be strong. Dont resort to jianfei ing.
Mingsheng be strong. Dont resort to eating. haha.

My gpa is not good I guess. And isa. Honestly, Just write it on your blog. I already know it anyway.
Anyway...
It's not like I've never gotten this gpa before. But, it's more of, a Gpa that you expect when you work hard. Honestly, I think I work quite hard.

Things are not going smooth for me recently. reeeallly. not smooth.
(YAY! I HAVE MY COKE!)

nevermind. Oh ya. Cause i fell asleep at 6 or 7 right. Then when I woke up at 9 sth right. I thought it was the next day. ahaha. so stupid.

(Oh my gosh. the coke so sweet.)

Good news is that, I caught up in celebrate. At least right, I know roughly what's going on.

tomorrow's last day of school. I cant wait. I'm waiting to get rid of my heavy eyebags. :(
ahahaha.

I hope everything's okay. EVERY SINGLE THING.

Have faith kathleen. Have faith.

PHOTOS! :D

2009-05-23T22:14:00.004+08:00

Mirror dirty. Not my uniform.

What me and gina cut. Mainly her la. i was cutting the a4 pieces of paper into smaller pieces.

stuffy room haha.

Isa, stephanie, gina and me.

ya. This was before the above picture. Gina was like 'AHH! WHY I NOT INSIDE?' Lol.

In the toilet. Damn shiny. And the cubicle stinks la. Isa shitted. HAHA!

HAHA! US!

Gina's extremely straight back. She says it's cause of choir.

Anyway. Can you believe that Stephanie can GUESS THAT Isa plays the trumpet, I play the flute. And she guessed that I got kicked out from badminton when i was p4 on her second try. my gosh. psychic MUCH!

My kinderjoy from my one and only malay friend. AHAHA! jkjk. From my one and only isa. :D

I'm so happy. OH MY GOSH!

2009-05-23T21:38:00.003+08:00

Okay. I'll write out EVERYTHING that happened today. Cause it WAS SO FUN! OH MY GOSH!

Okay. So at 7 sth in the morning. I woke up then went back to sleep. Then I woke up at 9 sth. Went to bathe, got out of house, took bus and met isa at the mrt. She was waiting quite long I guess.

AND YOU KNOW WHAT? She is damn sweet. She bought me kinderjoy even when she never ate it before. Cause I was emoing yesterday over band. I LOVE YOU ISA! really.

Then right. I received a call from Gina's home number. And well. It shows that she was freaking late. Then when I answered the phone I was like 'Lemme guess. Overslept.' LOL!

So Gina asked us to go science centre first. And me and Isa went la. But we bought bubble tea first. So when we reached there, we saw some students walking. And we went into the register dunno what room and the woman on the phone was DAMN CUTE. She mouthed sth like 'CIP? GOO!' and pointed out. Well yeah. So we RANNN out. hahaha.
And we caught up.

So we went into this room and heard the intro and bla. then me and Isa and this scgs student, stephanie went to set up our electric current thing.

THEN ALL OF A SUDDEN, Wahhh. The scene was damn hilarious. A GINA, All sweating (As in SERIOUSLY sweaty, like droplets of sweat EVERYWHERE), face red, appeared. And she was like 'OMYGOSH! IM LATE'. And we were like 'wow....'. That was damn funny.

So ya. RIGHHTTTT when we finished taking it out (Which was pretty short, 1 min?). Two angmoh little girls wanted to try out! I WAS LIKE OMYGOSH YOU ARE FREAKING CUTE. But Of course I didnt say it out loud. So I explained to them. And a couple of other ltitle kids. And they are SOOO smart. I only learnt about it when i was like, p4? Wah sian. Then I forgot about the parallel circuit. So while this uncle was explaining to his son, I learned stuff! TEEHEE!

Well yeah. Then i was pretty tired of saying the same thing. Plus, the kids were so cute I could not stop SMILING! My face grew tired. YUP!

Anyway. There was this little boy, I was teaching him. THEN ALL OF A SUDDEN, RV.... gah.
But the LITTLE BOY WAS FREAKING CUTE.

The thing only lasted from like 11-1230. The explaining. around there la. I was quite sad to keep. Cause I was like 'oh my gosh. the kids are freaking cute'. Anyway, I felt quite bad for blaming Isa for giving out the bookmarks like that. haha.

Okay. So we went to stone in the room. (pictures on next post).
Then the people came, we got our 7 dollar mc donald voucher and left. woopie!

OH! And there were rv people, nanhua people. and bla bla. And oh my gosh. the nanhua people knows my ex classmates.

Oh well. So we ate la. Had fun. HAHAHA!

Sooooo... after we ate we went bACK. Then I was honestly quite disappointed with myself. I never knew balancing plate was so hard.

Oh ya. So the person in charge told us that we're in charge of electro plating.
Then after we set up, I was like 'oh my gosh. what is this?'
What positive negative copper coppertwosulphate. Crazy. So confusing. And I got sick of explaining when I didnt know anything, cause I felt like I told them wrong things. oh my gosh. and the kids didnt get it at all. So in the end, we just took magnets and the nice sec4 rv girls went to take over (im hoping they had fun). Then right. Gina and Isa were incharge of magnets and me and stephanie joined that 19year old guy for puzzles!

They were hard lor. The cube.

Then the person in charge came down and asked us if we wanted to cut paper. Then I was like 'YEAH!' and stephanie was like 'LET'S GO!'. Then gina wanted to come too. Stupid pig. :D
Then in the end stephanie let her. (I wouldnt want to let lor. :D)
And Isa and stephanie were nice enough to stay and help out with both puzzles and magnets. (I <3 THEM!)
So anyway, we went up.

Andddd.... Started cutting... and cutting... and cutting... and cutting.
It was damn boring. Oh my gosh.
DAMN BORING! The only nice part was probably the last 10-20 minutes I guess. When The nice science centre people came in after teaching some science thing I guess. They were really nice. So we asked them if we could go to the davinci thing and they agreed! ahaha.

Anyway. They were all very cute. I really love them. :D

Soooo. We continued cutting and gina sang a song. and ya. :D they loved it. who wouldnt la? so nice. haha.

So we went down. then everybody could keep their things alr. ANDDDDD. WE WENT TO THE EXHIBIT. OMG.

Monalisa painting (How it was supposed to look like and how it looks like. you only get to see the painting behind a bullet proof glass at lourve museum, 10 m away.).
The monalisa magnified TWENTY FIVE TIMES. Videos of davinci's paintings.
How the back of the mona lisa looks like and why. (got some words on it behind la. You wouldnt get to see it if you went to the museum at paris.)

Aiya. it was damn nice. Got alot of inventions also. Then the mirror one. Then the ... AHHH!
ALoT LA!

oh my gosh. I love it la. YOU GUYS SHOULD GO!

Only costs ten dollars for children up to age 16. And fifteen dollars for adults. it's worth it lor.

So the science centre was closing soon. So we got out la. And left the science centre.
Me Gina and Isa. WOO! got out. Bought bubble tea. and ya. Gina went off and so me and isa went to popular. Isa showed me the nice books. haha. So I typed it down on my phone. hahaha.

Anyway. Isa had to leave for sparks. So she dropped off at lakeside. And I went to boonlay. Then i went to the library.

And borrowed FOUR books. Keeping faith, oliver twist, (some book by charles dickens. The scrooge one.), and this book by roald dahl, uh. uncle sth.

So I ended up having nth to do while waiting for my mum to pick me up. since she was only picking me up like 2 hours later. So I went to the comics department. And read zits.
And my mum picked me up in the end. i feel bad for her. Saturday still work.

AHAHHA!
I'm really happy.
Firstly, because I had fun. And realised that kids were so cute.
Secondly, I learnt bout the copper thing. (It's also reversible).
Thirdly, i learnt that people are really nice. Even if you dont understand, they teach you. and stephanie was really weet.
Fourthly, DAVINCI!
Last but not least, I have awesome friends like Isa and Gina.
They really rock. I mean it from the bottom of my heart.

OH WELL! I had fun. Photos later! :D

And yup. Im planning to do finish my homework and practice my flute tomorrow. hahaa. :D

I didnt know I was quieter.

2009-05-20T17:52:00.002+08:00

Wow. Today's strange.

Isa told me that I got quieter. And I asked Rina, Chingyee and Alvin. And WOO! I got quieter.
Maybe it's nothing to say. Or no mood to say. Or just a change in character...

I'm glad I changed.

last year, I had so much evilness in me. My diary is spammed with vulgarities. hehee.

Now, I guess I love pretty much everybody.

I really love 2L.
It's like. Though I'm not close to every single person. But the thought of just being inside this class gives me a warm and comfortable feeling. most of the time actually.

I'm doing CIP at science centre from 11am to 5 pm on 23 may. haha. anyone wanna join me?

Anyway.. Iscrewed my exams. It's quite sad la. haha. C5. B4. A2. A1s. Havent get back history. But I kinda know what I'll get. it's quite sad to think about it. I worked quite hard.

Anyway, I'm really confused these days due to some reasons. haha.
I just know that I was feeling quite confident of everything(Except grades), until my self confidence suddenly went down.

haha. Quite strange huh? Person so crazy has low self esteem.

Anyway. I was quite proud of myself for band. I could play some parts I couldnt play before! But I still have alot of improving to do. And I can't work under pressure.

I miss some parts of sec 1. But I love my life alot now.
I'm wondering whether I made very big wrong decisions.

Let's just say that Im very confused. Sec 2 life is quite hard after all.

hai

2009-05-16T22:52:00.001+08:00

My results are seriously not good.

I dont really gettit though. I believed I worked quite hard.
It's quite saddening to see a B4 for one of your papers.

Hai. I dont think I would get into a subject combi i want. i feel damn hurt.
It's really trying my best I guess.

Ohwell.

Well. Service was interesting. Was super late. And cherilyn's so cute.

I created a 'How well do you know kathleen' quiz on facebook you know! so awesome. haha.

Anyway. Let's hope together that I would be able to achieve good results. And also hope that my passion will be strong for band. :) I want to love it with all my heart. :)

Okay. :)

:)

2009-05-14T21:40:00.001+08:00

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=74736&id=634209915&l=5898f2640f
Hehe. Mother's day. :D

WOOO.

2009-05-14T21:10:00.002+08:00

HEY EVERYONE! Let's learn a NEW word for today! Yes, a new word.

WHAT COULD THE NEW WORD BE?
Hmm. Basically, it's ''Infutation''.

Yes. Infutation. WHAT DOES INFUTATION MEAN? Hmm. I believe that it has a VERY deep meaning that only Isa understands.

OKAY! :D

Nah. It means Infatuation. :D But our dear isa chan loves calling it infutation cause it sounds cooler! AND IT MADE ME LEARN A NEW WORD! HAHA!

I'm working on my music project now. :(
I am gonna make my whole group damn malu. OH WELL! Pretty womannn. :D

TodaY WAS FUNNN. Flash and music not done. But i think it's quite worth it. I ate pizza and watched twilight. Thanks to alvin's mum and yugao's psp. WHOOOO! haha.

I think it's quite a nice condo. :) See. i'm so nice.

Anyway.
Answers to give you guys!

Mother's day was fun. Photos uploaded soon.
The little secret was... MYSISTERGOTINTOMEDICINE! Yup! so proud of her. :D

Anddddd. I was pissed for the previous post cause the guy beside me kept being very irritating.
Anyway, I watched 17again on thursday. ;) i wanna watch again.

ANDDDD. My exam papers are gonna come back soon. Tomorrow, Next week. So yeah. :D
I hope I do okay. Honestly. I'm damn scared la. :(
I got B3 for my english Ca1 in case you're wondering. Haha. Not very good la. ohwelllll.

PHOTOS SOON! ;)

I'm damn sian.... AHHHHHHHH!

2009-05-12T19:30:00.002+08:00

I am NOT happy. YES. I AM NOT HAPPY.

I'll write bout mother's day some other day or something. And what happened on monday/today.

THIS STUPID GUY SPOILT MY MOVIE. UGH! ASSHOLE.

And yes. I did badly for my math paper too. dammit.

:(

HI THERE!

2009-05-08T20:10:00.002+08:00

History exam OVER!

Yes over.

And yes, i'm still feeling uncertain. Like cereally. HAHAHA!

Anyway, I dont get why I feel like I'm gonna get bad grades when I work so damn hard. ARGHX @£$&. :D

Oh well. I just hope that MIRACLES COULD HAPPPEENNN! Yup!
I'm working harder this year you know! It's kinda fun to study when you're not tired. :D

ANYWAY, MOTHERS DAY IS COMING! Yes! It's coming!

I'm gonna upload some photos and videos of mother's day stuff/ presents/ happy faces. YA KNOW, ALL THOSE?

ARENT YOU EXCITED?

But, JUST IN CASE my mum reads my blog without telling me, I'll wait till mother's day is over, THEN i'll upload the photos.

I'm so sweet. I KNOW!

Message for mum ( if she's reading this) : CAN'T YOU WAIT? HAHAHA!

Anyway, I was decorating her cake with my sister today at jp. DAMN tiring. And WOOHOO! I guess I'm gonna prepare my personal testimony soon. :D But not today I guess, I'm feeeling WOOOZY from all the painting and painting. (OOPS!)

HAHA! That's a CLUE! You can guess what I'm PAINTINGGG for my mum! TEEHEE!

And while you wait for the awesome PICTURES, that's probably gonna be uploaded a few days later, PRAY HARD FOR MY MATH. AND MY ENGLISH, CHINESE, SCIENCE, GEOG AND HISTORY. And pray that I'll be able to get good grades.

YUP! ANDDDDDDDD!

I have good news to share! But it's supposed to be a secret for my mum. so.... TELL YOU GUYS NEXT TIMEEE!

Hahaha.

2009-05-06T14:34:00.002+08:00

English is over!

Chinese is over!

Geography is over!

Hahaa. I'm pretty sure I did quite badly for all these.

And I'm hoping that miracles would happen. :D

Science tomorrow. Better study soon.

Biology is scary. :D

I WANNA DO SCIENCE CIP! hehe. ;)

I hope it's gonna be fun.

Oh well.

How Scientists work

Enzymes

Micro organisms and bla

Plants

Sexual reproduction

Plants is SOOOOO hard. It's taking me forever to even understand it.

AHHHH! Hahaha. :D I hope it wouldnt be THAT bad. :D

Okay. What is a potometer?

It something used to measure potatos.

Poto = shot form of potatos.

HEHEHE. :D

If you fail for science, dont blame me. I've never failed for bio lorrr. Did pwettie well.

okay. I have to study if i want to do pweetiee well for science. GAHHHH!

:(

i stink.

2009-05-01T20:59:00.002+08:00

Firstly, I stink. Ewwww... Pui.

B.O. AHHHHH! hahaha.
I NEED to bathe soon.

Secondly, I ended up reading ALOT of my letters and my diary entries.

I was wowing throughout the whole thing.

Firstly, the use of vulgarities. Evil...
Secondly, the constant bitching... :(
Thirdly, AMAZINGLY, haha. no self confidence.

Oh well. I guess I changed alot. haha.
I'm quite amazed. Things have changed too... definitely not better. But well, i'm coping quite alright. I think...

:(
die...
EXAMS.

haha

2009-05-01T08:51:00.003+08:00

previous post. ended up sleeping at 415 am.... or 430. around there la. And woke up at 6. HMMM.

BUT GREAT NEWS! I slept at 5pm/6pm yesterday. YES! And I woke up at 8 am. Which means... uh. 14/15 hours of sleep? AWESOMEEEEE.

But today, i've got to study! OH NOOO!

Honestly, I'm not prepared for my exams. And I'm gonna flunk it for sure. I've never felt so insecure for any of my examinations. Damn. :(

If I get below a gpa of 2.5. I'm gonna get killed.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhh!

yay.

2009-04-30T02:06:00.002+08:00

Oh. HI!!!!

Why am i still awake? haha. Cid la.... and 3 assignments for history... and math worksheet.

I'm quite glad that I'm doing my work now, and I dont mind not sleeping. Hahaa. I can sleep tomorrow what. :D NO SCHOOL ON FRIDAY!

Chinese rod counting. MY MIND IS SWIRLYYYYYING. ahaha.

JIAYOU KATHLEEN!

AHHHHHHHHHH

2009-04-27T02:51:00.003+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Headacheheadacheheadache.

It's 251 AM. And my head hurts. gotta rest. haha.

Last minute chiong cid.
GO KATHLEEN! hahaha. :D

I'm glad I did my homework. I'm so weird. Can only do homework at night. Maybe it's cause it's more quiet and nice to do. Ignoring the fact that I'm extremely tired and somebody like bingda would probably comment on my eyebags again. HAHA! oh well. :D

GO KATHLEEN GO! YOU CAN DO IT!
Yup! I believe I can. I think I have to sleep by 3/4. Have to wake up at 6. :D
Gotta have some rest ya know.

Random post. LAALALAL! OK!
GOOOOOOOO!

THANKYOU!

2009-04-24T00:41:00.002+08:00

THANKYOU XIUMEI VIVAN WENXIN MARIONNNN

For WHAT? Forrrr... TREATING ME TO SAKAE BUFFET!

Yaaaa.. I know you guys are ALL jealous. BUT DONT BE! Cause jealousy is a SIN! HAHAHA! :D
I had a great time. Except for the fact that I puke and ate and puke and ate. DONT BLAME ME! Food too nice.

I'm quite sad I didnt watch seventeen again though. :( I wanna watch.

Andddd OHHHH. Chingyee kahleong Bingda Wanxuan came my house. HEHEEE. Quite fun.

OKAY! gtg. laptop no batt.
HAHA! BYEEE!

MEDICINE SUCKS.

2009-04-17T22:54:00.003+08:00

Was the last time I went to the doctor's last year?
Whatever. I'm feeling horrible right now.

ughhhhhh.
Let's see...
10/4/09 -- sorethroat plus fever
11/4/09 -- sorethroat
12/4/09 -- sorethroat
13/4/09 -- sorethroat + soreeyes
14/4/09 -- flu... sorethroat gonna no more!
15/4/09 -- flu cough phlegm
16/4/09 -- went to the doctor. he gave me (throat/cough/flu medicine and antibiotics)
17/4/09 -- feeling dizzy cause of medicine.

Damnnn. so annoying. I hope tomorrow, i wont be so tired. :D YAYYYY!
ANYWAY! Last night. I had this awful nightmare. It was seriously awful. Ok. it went like this. Can't really recall. But should be sth like that.
I was feeling soooo drowsy that I continued sleeping and sleeping on saturday. Then when I woke up, it was 6pm already. And I was damn sad. thinking 'I SHOULDNT HAVE WENT TO THE STUPID DOCTOR! THEN I WONT OVERSLEEP'. Then there was a scene at the busstop. I was waiting there and saw Jaslyn they all come home. So ya. :(

I honestly think it's scary lorrr.. So realistic.
Anyway. History test was strange. I think i totally didn understand the statement at all. AHAHAA. Oh well. :( do better for sa1. more important anyway. :D

Math results was ok la. haha. I learnt two things bout math.
FIRSTLY, do not be careless.
SECONDLY, do not be lazy. HAHAA!
I was so lazy to see where the dotted line went and wrote -10 instead of -9.9. BLEAH.
Hahaa. Ohwell. at least I learn something!

It was damn hard to keep awake today.
My eyes were opening.. SO widely that it hurt. But I was desperately trying to absorb watever the teacher was saying.

I miss my phone. No more photos to be on facebook. Until I get back my phone from the repairman. :(

Trumpet section's so cute. small people! :D TEEHEE!
I had fun today. despite my constant headaches and drowsiness. :D

UGHHH! I AM DAMN TIRED! :D

tataaaa.