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Tuesday, January 06, 2009
23 Jan choosing people for syf. 100% + CHOP sure that i wont get in. I'll only screw up if I do. I wasn't as left out today. But I still miss erika loads. All my friends go do psl and sc things. yeah. And guys dont sit and chit chat with u. The days are so boring. But at least I can pay attention in class. Yugao is a really nice person that's very proud of himself when he does his homework. And Im actually a person that does her homework. Havent la. But gonna do. Feeling so useless. Though Rachel tells me that I'm not, proves to me that I'm not. (TALKING BOUT RACHEL, SHE LOVES PONYO) And right. I keep thinking of Jerry. And jiawen, he's not a human. So weird. For the first time ever, I feel so lost and lonely. Like a very big part of me went missing and no one can replace him/her/it. And no yijin. Dont ever ask me to sit with ur friends again. I know NONE of them. So weird. Didnt expect so much changes. I like sec1 more. Even if it means more people hating me.
9:31 PM
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