I saw many people's blogs. And these few days, all i've been wanting is for people to cheer me up. just me. I feel selfish.

The thing is.. although i failed physics, although i did badly for eoys... and although my friends did a whole lot better than me. so what?

Erika sits beside me and hear me yabbing bout how horrible my grades are. Her grades.. Not exactly super good, as in those a1 for everything type. AND I START CRYING. great.
I forgot that erika is totally sensitive and sweet. Cant bare to hurt her. =( sorry erika.

The thing is. I'm just lazy. That's it. I cant go around blaming isa for her study group right? Or for people making me emo right? All I can do is put my failures down.. and try harder.

I'm quite glad that I can actually play my flute now. That I dont get ortracised or anything. And that I dont look as ugly as when I was young.

It's not like I'll fail and retain right? SO... I'm planning to ACTUALLY listen to my teachers teaching. Yeah. for once. (and not erika yabbing. :D No offence)

I have super true friends. And the only idiot I can think of is myself... well.. hmm..

I'm gonna do better nxt time. 100%