Ok.. Practiced my flute for an hour. Can't get the running notes right... And the rhythm.. and the pitching.. But if i practice for an hour everyday.. I'll improve by a whole lot! =)

Oh well.. And I just realised that I dont post about my personal thoughts like what people usually do.. Cause people would read them.. Like duh.. And if i post my thoughts.. I'll end up getting beaten in school.. THAT'S WHY.. What ever goes in your head.. STAYS IN UR HEAD! (if u dont wanna get beaten up)

But I guess some people do it cause they have to vent their anger on somewhere.. or want their friends to comfort them.. or is just some weird person who wants the whole world to know how he/she feels (not aiming at anyone btw..)

But usually if I vent my anger.. it would either be complaining or spouting vulgar (IN A BOOK!). And I dont really think what I'm typing now is considered personal thoughts. My DEEP thoughts are not worth seeing. Oh well...

And I guess some of my friends dont know me well enough. In fact, none of them know me. THAT'S WHY.. I KEEP A DIARY WHERE I CAN SPOUT ALL THE VULGAR I WANT TO!
I'm updating so that some people can stop tagging and telling me to update. And I have nothing better to do. If I play my flute now, my sis who's reading twilight would end up killing me. =)

And oh ya.. Rachel and Daniel have different ways of teaching I guess.. VERY different. But both ways work. I think..

And I'm annoying everybody I can think of.. especially Isa...
Everytime I do something.. she'll look pissed.. even Daniel sees that.. And guess what.. SHE IS PISSED! amazing. :O
But come to think of it... everyone gets pissed with me.. I have severe mood swings... severe..

One second I'm super high and telling everybody I love them.. the next second I start emoing and talk bout how the world hates me. Amazing right?
And I should stop running to Isa and talk to her.. cause she obviously doesnt like it.
No one would like an asshole stalking them. ==

Yesterday night.. In my book of doodles.. I started writing .... oh well. personal thoughts.

Honestly, if I were to write all the damn stuff I wanted to write.. It'll be filled with vulgar + weird languages?

Ohhh.. one of the statements I wrote in my diary.. Friends, yes. Good friends, so so. Good GOOD friends, 100% no.
Hmmm.. I wasn't emoing. Honestly.. i can't think of a single person whom I tell how I feel to and what bla bla bla me... Reasons why..

Isa : Gets pissed with me easily. Told me she can't comfort me.. And is too busy.
Shijing : Has her own troubles...
Erika : I have no idea what to talk to her about. Cause she emos too..
Gina : Screams in my ear constantly.. HOW TO TALK?

Oh wait.. I have a friend whom i telling everything to. =)
But now.. I don't. He's a good friend I guess... not that any of u would know.. ==
But he's just good in consoling.. not considered as a super good friend..

Ok.. there's...
People from 1L : Hmm.. Honestly.. most of them hate me. LIKE DUH... why wouldn't they?
People from band : YES! ISA IS CUTE! I KNOW THAT! everyone adores her. =) Cause she's so adorable. AWWWW... and I'm the tall and noisy and irritating sec 1. yayy....
People from other classes (random) : She's seeking for attention.. she's annoying.. she thinks highly of herself.. she bla bla bla.

U know.. when people say they hate backstabbers.. they've never realised that they've been backstabbing all way through.. i can just pick out any blog post and say "HEY! ISN'T THIS BACKSTABBING?". Sure.. they'll tell me that they're just sad and disappointed and just want to write how they feel. BUT THEY ARE BLOODY HELL BACKSTABBING!

And yes.. I backstab/bitch/annoy/suck/etc etc..(what ever bad things u can describe me)

And I'm noisy.. I know... I'll try not to get high that easily.. and be a mute. Like I do sometimes in class now.. if you realise... I don't talk that much in class.... There's reasons why u know..

In every single shit that I do.. everyone gets irritated. Oh well.. which means I dont get irritated by them! oh WHEE!!! Please..
And no.. I'm not having mood swings.. I'm just typing out what's been on my mind for very VERY long.

And I dont have trust issues.. If you think that way.. It just means that whatever I say to you dont really matter. U'll understand if you start thinking...

I'm gonna end this post before I type anymore stuff that I shouldn't talk about. ==