Thanks Isa, erika and some other people for totally pangsehing me. Especially you Isa, it has been the dunno how many millionth time you've pangsehed me. Section dinner, section, going out, bla bla bla. Hope you guys have enjoyed the freakin movie.

I just practiced my flute. I realised that I've improved a great load. But still as shitty as ever. I'm a disgrace to my section. Can't get anything right. Rachael has to keep telling me what figuring and what note it is.. what rhythm it is.. I'm sorry... I just can't seem to remember some of the figurings and bringing the book to school and looking through it in between lessons don't help. Reading it on buses dont help too. Spending time reading it at home don't help too. I give up. I'm hopeless.

IT'S LIKE THE 8TH MONTH! And all this easy stuff still cannot get right. I saw miss chan stare at me when I played at the rest beat. IT'S A FREAKIN REST BEAT! ARGHX! How dumb can I get?

Reon can play like, the whole thing? Can't believe it. I just hope I'll get better and not suck as much. I'm like, the worse in the section. Sorry...

I could hear myself making the whole song disgusting... play wrong note, can't switch fast enough, playing at rest beats. ARGHX....

I'll go read the figurings later again. I promised rachael I would know all the fingerings by next practice. Which is two days from now. I hope I can..