I realised that for all these years, I always keep everything to myself. But a friend of mine told me that it's alright to voice out what u think. So... maybe i'm just gonna listen to her.

I really HATE what's going on right now. Some idiots really get on my nerves. They seem to be so innocent yet, they're not la. I know I hate what's going on now. But it's wrong to interfere. It's like they will affect me in whatever they do. Yet they dunno bout it. Great la. I'm stuck in the middle.

Surely one of them is gonna get hurt. It's quite sad. Really. Seeing your friends cry." There's no happy endings. " "at least for me" this was what she said... Happy endings do occur. Right?

Sometimes, i just wish i could just say this to all of them. "FUCK YOU! GET A GRIP OF YOURSELF LA! YOU KNOW WHAT U'RE DOIN IS REALLY STUPID?" but great. I can't say that. Cause it's just plain dumb. so... I end up saying stuff like... " It's alright la. Just don't think bout it. Cause it's not as bad as u think it is. Things may turn out differently"

I have to comfort them. But who in the world would comfort me? I'm indirectly hurt la. =(
Evrybody that I once trusted goes away. And leave me all by myself. They'll just say things like "go to your friends la"

There was this once la. In p1 or p2. I had this friend. And she's damn nice. But I think the starting of this yr she hated me la. Dunno why. But after awhile shld be alright le.
Sometimes, just sometimes, friends that are always there for u leaves u. And u are with people that u were never close with.

And believe me.
Miracles DO happen. They really do.